Message from @sleepysclmsft

Discord ID: 671685809350377472


2020-01-28 11:57:02 UTC  

I've said this a few times. I put my emotions in mental jars.

2020-01-28 11:57:04 UTC  

Throw away the jar

2020-01-28 11:57:07 UTC  

Forget it ever existed

2020-01-28 11:57:11 UTC  

Oof

2020-01-28 11:57:16 UTC  

I still have jars

2020-01-28 11:57:18 UTC  

So say you have a shelf FULL of those jars @Vostroyan Guardsman

2020-01-28 11:57:21 UTC  

But they're jars

2020-01-28 11:57:26 UTC  

How do you shut down your emotions?

2020-01-28 11:57:31 UTC  

Sweep the jars off the shelf and shatter them.

2020-01-28 11:57:32 UTC  

🤷

2020-01-28 11:57:36 UTC  

Lucky

2020-01-28 11:57:42 UTC  

I can't make that visual

2020-01-28 11:57:57 UTC  

Cause seeing things break makes me emotional

2020-01-28 11:58:06 UTC  

So I just ignore the feels

2020-01-28 11:58:16 UTC  

Ignoring catches up.

2020-01-28 11:58:35 UTC  

But I mostly dwell in them, figure out what's wrong and take the next emotion wave to surf

2020-01-28 11:58:47 UTC  

I'm a feels kid

2020-01-28 11:58:53 UTC  

Did I mention I am emo?

2020-01-28 11:59:05 UTC  

It's why I am "cold" sometimes, that's usually a good sign that I stopped caring for the day. 🤷

2020-01-28 11:59:21 UTC  

Oof I wish I could do that

2020-01-28 11:59:36 UTC  

Usually that type of feeling goes into a mix of rage and apathy

2020-01-28 11:59:55 UTC  

Boxed in mental sarcasm to feel less "in their shoes"

2020-01-28 12:00:29 UTC  

I used my coldness as my later stage of rage

2020-01-28 12:00:43 UTC  

Anger is an emotion I avoid.

2020-01-28 12:00:51 UTC  

Now I wrote it, it doesn't make sense

2020-01-28 12:00:53 UTC  

I do too

2020-01-28 12:01:09 UTC  

Emotions in general are risky imo 🤷

2020-01-28 12:01:15 UTC  

But recently I started using it instead of crying everytime I feel even a bit pissy

2020-01-28 12:01:22 UTC  

The way I see people is they want nothing but everything they can get for themselves

2020-01-28 12:01:30 UTC  

I dwell in it, understand it and use it

2020-01-28 12:01:40 UTC  

That's life definitely

2020-01-28 12:01:51 UTC  

either way I'm not gonna emo up the chat lol

2020-01-28 12:01:56 UTC  

Lmaoo

2020-01-28 12:02:01 UTC  

You got me for that

2020-01-28 12:02:09 UTC  

Life is despair, fuck shit up

2020-01-28 12:02:29 UTC  

Can't kill yourself? Starve till you pass out

2020-01-28 12:02:40 UTC  

Have pain? Worsen it by ignoring it

2020-01-28 12:03:10 UTC  

Feel alone? Isolate yourself
(Although it sometimes helps more than it pains)

2020-01-28 12:03:56 UTC  

Hate everyone? Dream about living in the Himalayas tending to the yaks

2020-01-28 12:04:22 UTC  

There isn't a perfect solution, or even a workable one at times

2020-01-28 12:04:41 UTC  

But there is always a counter idea to an idea for me, good or bad