Message from @sleepysclmsft
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I've said this a few times. I put my emotions in mental jars.
Throw away the jar
Forget it ever existed
Oof
I still have jars
So say you have a shelf FULL of those jars @Vostroyan Guardsman
But they're jars
How do you shut down your emotions?
Sweep the jars off the shelf and shatter them.
🤷
Lucky
I can't make that visual
Cause seeing things break makes me emotional
So I just ignore the feels
Ignoring catches up.
But I mostly dwell in them, figure out what's wrong and take the next emotion wave to surf
I'm a feels kid
Did I mention I am emo?
It's why I am "cold" sometimes, that's usually a good sign that I stopped caring for the day. 🤷
Oof I wish I could do that
Boxed in mental sarcasm to feel less "in their shoes"
I used my coldness as my later stage of rage
Anger is an emotion I avoid.
Now I wrote it, it doesn't make sense
I do too
Emotions in general are risky imo 🤷
But recently I started using it instead of crying everytime I feel even a bit pissy
The way I see people is they want nothing but everything they can get for themselves
I dwell in it, understand it and use it
That's life definitely
either way I'm not gonna emo up the chat lol
Lmaoo
You got me for that
Life is despair, fuck shit up
Can't kill yourself? Starve till you pass out
Have pain? Worsen it by ignoring it
Feel alone? Isolate yourself
(Although it sometimes helps more than it pains)
Hate everyone? Dream about living in the Himalayas tending to the yaks
There isn't a perfect solution, or even a workable one at times
But there is always a counter idea to an idea for me, good or bad