please no

go to your room

did not give me a birth presont

If it helps you to deal with your life when you listen to music at night, there's nothing to be judged here.

>:)

bro my mom tried to heal my brothers ankle fracture with lavender oil

😭

LOL

if you want an easy alternative I find reading scholarly essays puts me to sleep

less guilt and more learning

usually i just scroll thru reddit for 4 hours til i fall asleep

i learn some stuff sometimes

Which all is a bit ironic, because I was named by a hebrew name that translates to "god is judge"

not a joke I dont know what it is but I get through one paragraph of an essay and I'm like

herp derp

💀

i have kinda bad reading comprehension so alot of stuff i read doesnt process

so i usually end up just as dumb afterwards

aspergers be like

Don't put yourself down like that.

I dont read them to learn I read them specifically to fall asleep

I got the exact same, but only because I'm old and drink too much, Julia.

yea i mean but i actually have aspergers tho

my mom deadass thinks its because she vaccinated me as a baby

I dont just *learn* things when I have repzion videos to watch

I didn't say that you didn't.

literallyy

All I said was that you shouldn't put yourself down because of it.

anytime i get a youtube notification im like checked out for the next 8 hours

yeah i know

its hard not to tho because

i feel like i behave different than all my friends n shit so i feel like they all secretly want me gone

idk who i'd be if i didnt have it tho

Probably still you, just differently.

the way I learned to stop self deprecating is to compliment myself instead when I get the urge to do an epic self slam

our autism doesn't define us

we are not the sum of our differences

i never thought of it that way

mhm mhm

well that makes me feel better thank u

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