Message from @Tim Not Tamed
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>that feel when decide to try Wendy's again for the first time in years
>that feel when it's just as shit as you remember
>that feel when you get home and it all comes up again
It's like I'm a kid all over again
Except back then I knew that the vomiting would go away soon because it was just another stomach bug
Now it's a chronic illness that I can't control or cure
That must be shitty
It's the little things
If that was the worst shit I had to worry about right now, life would be fine
Oof
At least the new meds bring it down to just once every few weeks instead of twice a week
No meds = I might keep down 5 meals a week
I could roll with that though
If it was just that
Instead I gotta deal with the pressure of probably having to support my family on my own within three to five years because my dad's going blind and all of my siblings are either total fuckups or too young to be of any help
...after I was forced to drop out of college because parents fucked up their taxes and cost me a large chunk of the grant money that allowed me to go in the first place
Instead of doing the smart thing and immediately dropping out, I kept on going for another semester while working my ass off to get money for tuition
Dude.... Life kind of sucks huh?
In doing so, I fucked up my GPA to the point where I can't even go back
...and all I have to show for it is my loan debt
As if that isn't depressing enough, I'm a carrier for the genetic condition that's blinding my dad
If I ever have kids there's a very high chance that they'll have it
... Fuck man. I would love to talk more, but i have to go into work. I cant give you some shitty spiel about it getting better, because it doesnt look like that will happen for a long time. But hit me up if you need to chat
Meh
It won't get better, I'm just along for the ride at this point
There's basically nothing I can do about it
At least I didn't get fucked with the same condition, that really would truly be the icing on the cake
I'm just a living shitpost at this point
Basically pointless
Medicine is improving everyday
Fight
There's nothing to fight for
My dad is one of a few hundred cases nationwide
There's no hope for a cure for that
The stomach issue that's fucking me over has been around for years, and although there's a surgery to repair it the surgery has to be repeated every 7 years
31 and 18
*19
Oh boy
What the fuck is up with all the bourgeois boomer liberals wanting class revolution
Like the socialists will kill you too
Also can boomers hurry up and die