keep it on the lowdown

didnt go to xmas party

dont go to lunch with them

always arrive early (7am)

go home early

keep me head down and work on my dreams

i am a programmer,

me too

trying several online bizz

i cant post so

I go to the events. I go to bonus events.

whats a bonus event?

Extraneous parties.

dont know what that is

the company gives free breakfast and free gym

i work hard, and fast and precisie

precisise

keep a lowdown

um, what does this have to do with anything?

how do i get a programming job while in school?

i want my plate clean

mentally, job wise, physicle

i wanna write my own ransomware

i just programmed for fun

well i was a bit crazy on the programming thing

heavy addicted

now i have a job

its ok

i can easily defeat anyone here in competition

not to brag

but i dont brag

just keep quiet

dont jerk yourself off too hard there bud

yeah

or else

i watch myself

i'll do it

i have my own project

i sink my time into that

What project?

Your strategy might work for like a month or 2, but these problems cycle. Your just in the boiling and release faze. Once your done with that, it will start over again. Only way to break the anger cycle is to find its source and either beat it or come to terms with it. @Reinhard