*shirt on

you gotta put your energy into something

You will feel better

meh. looks don't matter. confidence does

Make a you tube video

well, i make music. i have a soundcloud with something like 1600 followers. at least something

Confidence doesn't just come naturally

Write a song, a poem

Confidence comes from action.

Play guitar

Being proud of something you did or done.

if i link my soundcloud tho, thats an instant doxx

Create man... Its cathartic

Lol you can

`Confidence doesn't just come naturally`

but knowing that its about confidence and not your actual looks will give you the confidence to not care about your ugly mug

It's just soundcloud

Hell yeah thats something

oh wow 100 plays in the last week. thats cool actually

i just checked on my account

Boo ya

haha. my mom calls it "self hatred music" xD

Write something new with your current spot

Fuck your mom

but shes a fucking dumb cunt who believes in astrology and attacked me and spit on me

Shes jealous

i dont want to be reliant on that whore. god, if only i didnt have all these medical issues i wouldnt need to have this position of being on my knees

She aint got real emotions or creativity. She needs to belittle yours to justify her perception

my mom literally only fucked jacked idiot chads after my dad died

Keep creating excersize

Its humbling

never found a real replacement father. i had to watch my friends whose parents were merely divorced get these amazing stepdads. cuz the moms were smart and found a rich guy. but my mom always needed some yung chad xD

Go for run... Sprint

you can still love your mom, despite her nature

Run as fast as yoi can for as long as you can

Then jog push yourself till you fall if need be

I guarantee you will feel better

i love her sometimes. othertimes i just wish i was never born and hate the very fact that i was created to suffer through so much pointless surgery and came out at the other end with no real prospective life

and my sister has ZERO of my problems, is super attractive and smart. so everyone just goes "why cant you be like her" lmao.

The cardio is something but its that intiation of will power, realization of limitations

she inherited NONE of the bad genetics that i got. lol

Its a beautiful thing, makes you feel powerful