Were you raised sheltered or particularly religious?

That's the only reason I could think for such a thought post coitus

@Rhunespire I still have soooo many brainwashed ppl in my life being in my 30's everyone is so fucking concerned with my associations

@Rhunespire I was raised religious but I had already moved past that in adulthood

You'd be surprised how long religious indoctrination can stick with you.

@Rhunespire nowadays it's red pill knowledge that makes me feel fucked up

How so?

It's like way too much reality hits me as soon as I bust that nut

Like fuck bro no matter how dangerous it is you just go based animal

Do you feel like you're betraying yourself or the philosophy because of it?

I like slap my forehead but not physically

@Rhunespire no its just that I feel like a dope for giving in to something that was fun bit likely dumb

@Rhunespire like usually it will be a girl from my past so it's like fuck I just opened myself up to so much bs

Hmm well, being mgtow doesnt prevent you from banging chicks, we just discourage the practice. It also sounds like you're re-treading old territory, is that true?

Yea bro and it's not a good look

The only advice I can give is to stop associating with them. Old feelings run deep. I can relate.

Speaking of, does anyone know if Oculus has a pornhub app?

I've been kind of nomadic the past 10 years but I'm back in my home town

Wasnt that one of the selling points?

I'm too lazy to close Beat Saber and look but not too lazy to play Beat Saber until I'm sweaty

@Reaper ugh yeah dude, ghost those chicks seriously. You're only hurting yourself and making it possible for them trap you or cry rape.

Sorry continue your conversation

Not saying they will, but they could

What's Beat saber?

Nah were good toast

@Rhunespire real talk I'm already looking into moving from this city

Look up Beat Saber on YT cuz it's difficult to explain

Good for you Reaper

@ToastMcGhost what's beat sabers?

Hometown is nice because of the familiarity, but it's a prison in disguise

Move into a suburb as soon as you can. Most suburbs are first responders, tradesman, and war vets

Omg look it up on YT

@ToastMcGhost what's Beat saber bruh?

LOL

Sorry I couldn't resist

@Rhunespire so true I just realized the other day I been here 3 years, felt like 1

Jihad on y'all

I'll lewd mashu

Fucking don't please

Okay, I wont

I'm being polite and Angry