I'm afraid to go into a gun store cuz mental illness. Don't wanna get turned down

Whats the illness?

I like that people with mental illness can't buy a firearm even if it means I can't

Schizoaffective disorder. Aka schizophrenia with bipolar type 1

Oof that's one of the ones they're trying to ban from having guns right?

I'm an odd guy if you hang out with me long enough

Probably but I got plenty of shooting in in my life and my brother brings me to the range

@ToastMcGhost good on you bro, that's definitive responsibility right there

@ToastMcGhost do you feel completely differently some days?

I hear a lot of schizophrenics shouldn't have guns on the ole news

😂 👌

There are days I dissociate and days I sit with curtains closed checking my donor's peephole every 15 minutes but I've never sperged out violently

Also I can go like 4 days without sleeping but hey I get a lot done

By donor I meant door lmaoo

Yeah I thought that too one time but I failed the assignment

Phone

@ToastMcGhost what gives you the ability to go without sleep the condition, or the treatment?

When I'm manic it's like dumping a bucket of dopamine and serotonin into my brain so I don't get melatonin

But it's cool cuz I feel like I can run a marathon and lift a bus for a week straight

I'm not trying to make light.. but it almost sounds like your a warewolf

No one makes fun of it more than I do don't worry. I'm not a *bitch*

Just a retard

Gotteeem

@ToastMcGhost your ok with me, whatever I got is undiagnosed so who am I to judge

Probably the big gay. But we can discuss symptoms if you want

How do you know you've got something and it's not just you?

I don't think Im clinical most just cynical

but cynicism can get dark when it explored in depth

A lot of people don't talk about symptoms so nobody knows what's "normal" and what's misdiagnosed mental illness

You know you got something when it affects your quality of life and ability to work

Yeah I meant reaper if you've been diagnosed then I get there must be reasons

Mayne he's just a cynic haha

Damn you autocorrect

What up mayne

I've always just accepted that everyone's out for themselves it just makes sense

The only time I've raged in here is when people say meds do nothing for anyone. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for meds

It's usually 18 year olds in perfect health who say that

I've always struggled to understand what anti depressants really did for people

Your serotonin tends to go wonky and not travel from one synapse to another. SSRIs (selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors) tell them to quit being dumb and cross that bridge

I guess it's not really something I can comprehend I can always just snap out of it myself

There's a difference between being sad when things are going wrong and being sad when things are going right