Message from @gavinnn

Discord ID: 496553327673475074


2018-10-02 05:21:55 UTC  

im not a hollow machine

2018-10-02 05:22:05 UTC  

im a person who is way to emotional

2018-10-02 05:22:07 UTC  

and for fucks sake

2018-10-02 05:22:12 UTC  

dont say "dont be emotional"

2018-10-02 05:22:15 UTC  

nothing affects choices

2018-10-02 05:22:18 UTC  

you have free will

2018-10-02 05:22:26 UTC  

not true

2018-10-02 05:22:33 UTC  

maybe once im not in highschool

2018-10-02 05:22:39 UTC  

but right now i dont

2018-10-02 05:22:51 UTC  

you do

2018-10-02 05:23:00 UTC  

you just want to pretend you don't

2018-10-02 05:23:50 UTC  

it pisses me off that you apperantly know how i feel yet i havent been able to confidently tell how i feel or what i want for the past 2 years

2018-10-02 05:24:07 UTC  

im not saying you dont

2018-10-02 05:24:12 UTC  

cause you probably do

2018-10-02 05:24:13 UTC  

I don't care how you feel.

2018-10-02 05:24:23 UTC  

trust me i know you dont

2018-10-02 05:24:32 UTC  

Your feelings are utterly irrelevant to me

2018-10-02 05:24:38 UTC  

and they should be to you, too.

2018-10-02 05:24:47 UTC  

well hey they fucking arent

2018-10-02 05:24:52 UTC  

that's your choice

2018-10-02 05:25:38 UTC  

i get it okay? everything is a choice. you only said that 57 times

2018-10-02 05:25:58 UTC  

well at some point you've gotta listen

2018-10-02 05:26:17 UTC  

just because i am having a hard time agreeing doesnt mean im not listening

2018-10-02 05:27:05 UTC  

disagree

2018-10-02 05:27:48 UTC  

if i wasn't listening i wouldn't be talking to you about this still

2018-10-02 05:28:11 UTC  

the whole reason im so frustrated is because im listening to you

2018-10-02 05:29:20 UTC  

that's called cognitive dissonance

2018-10-02 05:29:26 UTC  

and it's the greatest thing in the universe

2018-10-02 05:29:34 UTC  

im sorry for doing this, i probably should of been talking to you in dm's tbh no one else needs to hear this

2018-10-02 05:29:35 UTC  

i know

2018-10-02 05:29:44 UTC  

i realized it when i sent that lol

2018-10-02 05:29:46 UTC  

im talking to you

2018-10-02 05:29:50 UTC  

who cares

2018-10-02 05:29:54 UTC  

but im not listening to anything your saying

2018-10-02 05:30:09 UTC  

nope

2018-10-02 05:30:38 UTC  

what?

2018-10-02 05:30:43 UTC  

you aren't

2018-10-02 05:30:56 UTC  

if you listened, you'd agree

2018-10-02 05:32:28 UTC  

i know

2018-10-02 05:32:31 UTC  

i just said that

2018-10-02 05:32:43 UTC  

i am agreeing with you about how i wasnt listening to youj