its like that in the little town where my son lives outside manchester

I was just over there for 6 months

never saw a nigger

its funny

theyre mean and im one of those autists that just stares at the ground all the time, makes me hate life

I know that feel I used to be that way

I literally forced myself out of it

I had to train myself to look people in the eye keep my back straight talk to people and just fake being extroverted

its how I fixed myself

I'd still be in my parents basement if it wasnt for that

now I've gone the complete other direction

I'm a man of solitude but put me in a room of people I will be the most talkative and liked person in the room

i tell good stories I make people feel good I'm fairly amusing

not tooting my horn just charting my progress

if you look them in the eye it activayes their aggression

from like friendless nerd to social butterfly if I need to be

i hate living amongst them

like 50% of the population here

i dont like social so i dont care

i only want a couple friends

I have a lot of fun in what I like to refer to as "social pvp"

just putting myself in a room full of people I have nothing in common with and befriending them

because I can

I've made lifelong friends like that

its pretty trippy

sounds like a normie thing

i hate people and that is why I act the way I do.

nah normies cant social chameleon like I can

when i was a kid i would do around to strangers asking if they could take me into different stores and buy me toys lol

i was always really sociable

lol

epic

nah, i got sick of large groups and cliches and such. I got my wife and a few close friends and thats all I care about now.

it was cool for a while but too many different personalities and such

i always hated large groups cus its so much more effort to get to know people

unless they grow slowly

like my other server i own

that was such a good time

the thing is I only put myself in those kinds of social situations for personal gain and when I absolutely have to

90% of the time I am at home doing fuck all by myself enjoying life

but the other 10% of the time when I need to obtain money by meeting clients or if I have anything to gain personally whatsoever be it financial or sexual

I will force myself to do it...and am good at it.

yeah, the larger the group the less closeness to individual persons and more energy expenditure. small groups = more efficient

i knew a guy with aspergers that was like that though, he was cool

its the reason it was so hard to make friends in highschool

it took like 2 years to get some people i actually give a damn about

especially cus i went to private school for 9 years

which was the same core group of people for 9 years straight, 11 for an even closer group since preschool, only to be thrown into a totally new 1000+ group of people i dont even know

with like, only one girl from grade school coming to the high school i go to

I wish I hadnt even bothered with friends at school

most of them you'll never see again afterwards

its all forced association bullshit and once school is over bye bye

ya

once you understand normies are simpleminded its very easy to manipulate them and game them

which is why the whole social pvp shit became genuinely interesting to me

I'm having a fun evening

should i nut

or nonut

nut obv