I also used to scavenge trash for cool things to find

I really went from a side to another

my cousin had the same thing. something bad probably happened to him as a kid though

umm

dont really know whagt trigerred mine

my parents arent togheter

but its been like that since I was 3

never minded

are you repressing something?

not sure what repressing means

but if Im right, no im not

well, whatever, I'm not a psychologist

true

but basically, you're gonna have to figure out a way to get over this is you want to be involved irl in anything

FeelsBadMan

the only thing ill be involved in IRL is a mass shooting spree before killing myself

Kappa

that won't do

You can most likely get better though

im kidding

yea I had some better parts

now im in a bad part

trying to get out

That's the thing

cleaning out degeneracy from our lives can help with this stuff

The best way you can be involved is get better

yep

well ill get involved here

im planning on learning code and shit

if you need some mad haxxors skills

eventually

ill hack the statue of liberty

I was getting ready for the race war by working out today

learning code takes a long time

I know

it's a good thing to learn though

believe me I got plenty of time not doing anything

also my dad is in coding

so he helps me sometimes

but yeah, there's basic shit that really helps with the mind in general. noporn/nofap, not using the snooze on the morning alarm, good diet, training, etc