Message from @Chawosaurian

Discord ID: 663636604270805017


2020-01-06 06:52:30 UTC  

I was Atheist most of my childhood

2020-01-06 06:52:40 UTC  

my parents wanted me to believe but I didn't

2020-01-06 06:52:45 UTC  

and I hated going to church

2020-01-06 06:52:57 UTC  

I didn't care about religion until I was about 10 or 12

2020-01-06 06:53:04 UTC  

oh i forgot i used to know how to play that song. nice.

2020-01-06 06:53:08 UTC  

and that was because my parents tried to force it on me

2020-01-06 06:53:17 UTC  

and because I was really desperate at the time

2020-01-06 06:53:28 UTC  

lol

2020-01-06 06:53:30 UTC  

and it didn't last very long because I stopped going to church when I was 15

2020-01-06 06:53:47 UTC  

and shit just became worse for me, God didn't help at all

2020-01-06 06:54:03 UTC  

it was god testing you

2020-01-06 06:54:07 UTC  

a Metokur stream in 6 minutes?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mk3VMmOB2Sc

2020-01-06 06:54:09 UTC  

to see if you could stand it

2020-01-06 06:54:10 UTC  

you failed

2020-01-06 06:54:14 UTC  

We gave up

2020-01-06 06:54:24 UTC  

well you see what happened was my mom got sick

2020-01-06 06:54:28 UTC  

The Jose want the society to become more secular for some reason

2020-01-06 06:54:32 UTC  

and then a bunch of other shit happened

2020-01-06 06:54:39 UTC  

Its unknown what it is

2020-01-06 06:54:44 UTC  

evidently it wasn't a test because my mom died so...

2020-01-06 06:54:56 UTC  

welp

2020-01-06 06:54:58 UTC  

science failed

2020-01-06 06:55:01 UTC  

everything failed

2020-01-06 06:55:08 UTC  

she didn't believe hard enough

2020-01-06 06:55:15 UTC  

I mean if it was a test then I would have passed and my mom wouldn't have died

2020-01-06 06:55:21 UTC  

no way that is true

2020-01-06 06:55:28 UTC  

my mom was fanatical until the end

2020-01-06 06:55:35 UTC  

Trust the plan

2020-01-06 06:55:39 UTC  

Gods plan

2020-01-06 06:55:39 UTC  

ye

2020-01-06 06:55:40 UTC  

trust god's plan

2020-01-06 06:55:40 UTC  

on her death bed she had me read the Bible to her

2020-01-06 06:55:40 UTC  

it's a test

2020-01-06 06:55:49 UTC  

bible raises morale

2020-01-06 06:55:51 UTC  

I just read all the psalms and stuff

2020-01-06 06:55:54 UTC  

God is just as real as Q

2020-01-06 06:55:54 UTC  

but nothing was enough

2020-01-06 06:55:54 UTC  

you just have to keep believing until you die

2020-01-06 06:55:57 UTC  

and then god rewards you

2020-01-06 06:56:02 UTC  

Atleast she in heaven

2020-01-06 06:56:22 UTC  

Lol do you really believe that larp