Also doing hand exercises can help. Getting stress toys and or hand strengtheners helps.

Hmmm

Sometimes I sign the cross and say a Jesus prayer

If I see a thot walk by in tight leggings I feel the urge to sign the cross and look away nowadayd

I always look down when upon seeing leggings

I also wear a pendant around my neck so that urge is gone

because I'm essentially wearing an icon on my person

Who is it an icon of?

Our Lady of Kazan

Nice

I need one of those

look on ebay for one

it's where I got mine

https://rover.ebay.com/rover/0/0/0?mpre=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.ebay.com%2Fulk%2Fitm%2F112886178679

Well then I'll confess for beating pp

But on other news

I got to meet a girl I liked 2 years ago

She was devout catholic, never skipping church, praying every day, so wife material

Turns out she is not a virgin anymore, and it deeply affected her personality

She's not running around and riding dicks, but became kinda swallow, stopped going to church etc.

It's kinda pain to look at her because she is even more autistic than I am, but I have no idea how could I help her.

by forcing her to go to church

Tried, but she really doesn't want to and we live ~100 miles apart

Just dreamt about a girl I havent seen for 7 years

Iktf

Like

We went out for a date and shit

I'm going crazy

And we met my ex gf

Im seriously going mad

Or is this normal after breakups

Breakups aren't something natural that was intended to happen, rough breakups can cause stuff like this

It's been 3 months and my brain is still fucky

I dream about her and other women on the regular

And wake up feeling like a sack of shit

Update: it's even worse, turns out she indeed became a whore and is still sleeping with the dude while meeting me

I had this issue when I broke up with GF 2 years ago

The dream issue

Not the sleeping around issue

Those messages sent at a bad timing

Wow