Should I stick to my decision or open up to another day?

Leave the thot

No, stick by it.

Without a doubt.

This is actually quite an important line you're drawing in the sane with this one.

This woman is a thot

She will cheat with this friend

If she puts him on par with you

*her. Read closely

Even though you're supposed to be her boyfriend

the friend is a female

Point still stands

and she's never cheated on anyone either.

Thots are also sodomites

no, it doesn't. you called her a thot only because ypu assumed the friend was a male.

and yes, thots are sodomites.

@Based Chav Thanks for the pep talk

If she breathes, she a thot

^ Monastic life for you then, lad.

Wish I had that level of discipline tbh

MGTOW-Monks Going Their Own Way

That's basically what monks are

A non-destructive form of MGTOW

A lot of monastics were men who couldn't find wives, it has to be said.

Is that a decent reason for joining an order...?

Probably not

Is the outcome preferable to others?

Most assuredly

No, though it's tempting. A vocation should be done joyfully.

I did have a moment where a vocation did seem like a life much less complicated

But I've only really been in the club for two months, I shouldn't be making rash decisions like that.

Wouldn't mind being a Lay Dominican

YES, that line you drew is a hill you should be willing to die on

I have heard of this phenomenon

For lack of a better term, but it has been called the "shit-test"

She will test you from time to time to see if you are still capable of handling her

There was a time I did have a desire to be a priest. Though I did have a desire, I wasn't called for it. Like how someone wants to be an artist, but can't paint well.

I have the reverse going on haha

I am called to be a priest, but i don't wanna

I'm going to, but mostly just to be obedient

I believe joy will come as doing the Lord's will is what brings us joy ultimately