My third day of training at that job I passed out with heart palpitations and shit and they sent me to the hospital

So because of that I lost my job

okay

No I'm not going to be homeless

sounds like youre drowning in cortisol over there

Probably

I don't know what's going to fix this shit

have you been in a psychiatric hospital before?

No

i have

My understanding is they keep you pretty much in zombie mode the whole time

you can do it at home but there it's just easier

yes because they arent really equipped to deal with shit

not in a short space of time anyways

Do they do therapy with you when you're there

yea

do you not already do therapy?

kind of annoying to have to catch some new person up

then all the other people that're way more fucked than you are

also you'll have to say youre a danger to yourself or others to get in

Yeah having to be around schizos and all that shit sounds frustrating

Is it true that you can't own guns ever again if you go to a psych ward

Nobody I've known who's gone into an institution was better when they left

you're supposed to tell them

Quite the opposite, in fact

voluntarily

hm

you can work on yourself much better from home

💯

but you have to give up all of your favorite things

What kind of things

Not true

lol

You don't have to give up 'all your favorite things' to improve yourself wtf

it depends

That aint living

the things that give you dopamine

i'm not saying forever

i couldnt tell if you were trolling yesterday about the pee thing

I gotta start going to a therapist

they give you kpin and prozac without seeing a therapist?