At this point they know that when I come in I'm just having a panic attack they slap an EKG on me and if it's fine they write me a prescription for Benadryl and kick me out

well

is today any different?

does it feel different i mean

Not really

then it wont be the last time i guess

here, we're having the first cloudy day in a long time

and it smells different and feels different

and i dont have to water the plants which is throwing me off

Just get a sprinkler and then it will water the adjacent 8 tiles

no i like to water plants

Or get married to one of the townspeople in Pelican town and they will water your plants

...

so youre a benadry addict now

yl

Idk if im addicted

could be worse

I just take a lot of Klonopin and Benadryl

prozac too?

ohh

Yeah Prozac to

does it help

I even do dumb shit like smear lavender essential oil on my wrist so that it's soaks into my bloodstream and calms me down

thats cute

And I drink like three mugs of kava a day

but now you associate lavender with anxiety for life

Yeah I suppose

to make your dick have function?

What

kava

No kava is for anxiety

ohhh

i was thinking of maca root i think

I think it's becoming more apparent that I need to go into an institution for a little bit

yea

probably

because you wont be able to indulge

Yeah

do you have to work?

No I got fired from my job

when