But I need to talk to someone about this shit and I’m sure my gf gets annoyed

damn dude I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. Weakness would b e continuing the drugs my man

Tryin to calm back down

Strength is what you are doing now

Thanks man. As weak as I feel, I want to know that going through this drug free is the strength

Its huge and I know how the brain plays games. Stay strong and keep straight. Some days are better than others, but overall you are making progress and that's all that matters.

Like you said...you've been medicated for years,

so its going to take time and pain and effort and fuking determination to get through this.

we all got your back

Yeah most days are fine but it seems like about once a week I have a bad panic attack and can’t drive or work

I’m trying to recalibrate my brain and get myself fully used to having to calm itself down

Like, I couldn’t even be a degenerate and smoke weed right now

It would make it worse

I literally have to just calm myself down

No substances

You literally have to rewire your brain, its nuts. Medication has made its own neural pathways over the years and those pathways are now slowly dying and the brain has to figure out what to do.

Have you been able to pinpoint anything in particular that precedes the panic? Or it just happens?

Mostly just driving

But I’m a delivery driver

Luckily I will have my degree in a couple months

Ready for a real job

This job sucks and it’s literally the worst possible job for my mental health

Just gotta get this damn degree

Also I get my glasses Monday

That may or may not help cut down on anxiety

Ok well that is the worst job for anxiety seriously bro damn.

Glasses are def going to help

just listen tho

Yeah, I just gotta tough it out for a little longer

imagine your panic when you a nigga and this happens

I truly hope having better vision does help

😮

That’s an intense panic scenario

try talking that nigger down...ain't happening 😄

hey so quick question...your in texas...whats your take on Austin Communists?

https://farleftwatch.com/2018/02/22/armed-extremist-group-wants-to-radicalize-students-with-mental-health-issues/

these guys

Oh I got some fun stuff on these whores

nice...yeah I'm kinda digging around and found some FB pages related to militant black nationalist groups run by prior service guys who are associated with these ass clowns

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10103422568028096&set=ecnf.6509350&type=3&theater

If antifa groups go into full weatherunderground