Message from FashyGoy1488 in tradworker #health_and_training

2018-01-29 21:35:27 UTC  

Working on it my dude. It’s fucking gay

2018-01-29 21:35:43 UTC  

I didn’t know what to do at the time so I started on meds

2018-01-29 21:35:51 UTC  

Now I know what to do

2018-01-29 21:36:06 UTC  

So I’m bound and determined to get off the psychiatric meds

2018-01-29 21:36:16 UTC  

It’s just a matter of time and suffering

2018-01-29 21:36:37 UTC  

I will come out on top of this. Eventually.

2018-01-29 21:36:56 UTC  

Taking a big cut in dose this week so it’s been brutal

2018-01-29 21:37:03 UTC  

But I will be off meds faster this way

2018-01-29 21:37:11 UTC  

And that’s real important to me

2018-01-29 21:40:53 UTC  

You'll be stronger for it

2018-01-29 21:40:59 UTC  

I was taking 12 pills a day

2018-01-29 22:06:57 UTC  

That was my peak too

2018-01-29 22:06:58 UTC  

Holy shit fam

2018-01-29 22:07:25 UTC  

I’m coming off what was a peak of needing 4mg of Xanax to make it through 24hrs

2018-01-29 22:07:40 UTC  

Now I’m on about half that

2018-01-29 22:07:44 UTC  

@FashyGoy1488 when I was quitting I thought consciously about every reason why I hated Jews. Helped take my mind off things

2018-01-29 22:08:07 UTC  

Yeah anything external really. Thinking about anything BUT yourself is quite helpful

2018-01-29 22:08:18 UTC  

I wish I knew what I know now before agreeing to take meds

2018-01-29 22:08:26 UTC  

But it’s ok

2018-01-29 22:08:32 UTC  

I’ll get through this

2018-01-29 22:08:34 UTC  

Hail Victory

2018-01-29 22:15:45 UTC  

At my peak I was taking between 6 and 8mg of xanax a day

2018-01-29 22:16:23 UTC  

my job was causing an enormous amount of stress

2018-01-29 22:18:12 UTC  

Yeah I’m f/t college and work

2018-01-29 22:18:25 UTC  

And I put a lot on my plate because I’m very ambitious

2018-01-29 22:18:33 UTC  

And I’m always thinking in the future

2018-01-29 22:18:40 UTC  

Causes a great deal of anxiety

2018-01-29 22:18:46 UTC  


2018-01-29 22:18:48 UTC  

But I need not to drown it out with drugs

2018-01-29 22:18:54 UTC  

There’s better ways

2018-01-29 22:18:58 UTC  

I was being treated for bipolar disorder

2018-01-29 22:19:05 UTC  

that's why 12 pills a day

2018-01-29 22:19:08 UTC  

I was treated for depression and anxiety

2018-01-29 22:19:17 UTC  

But I understand your situation

2018-01-29 22:19:32 UTC  

I don't think I actually had it

2018-01-29 22:19:36 UTC  

I had stress

2018-01-29 22:19:47 UTC  

They thought I was bi polar for a while but it turns out I was just being a teenager lol

2018-01-29 22:19:52 UTC  

caused similar symptoms, but the kike psychiatrist put me on heavy meds

2018-01-29 22:20:11 UTC  

benzos, lithium, antipsychotics

2018-01-29 22:21:00 UTC  

After I quit that job, lost insurance for a while and had to stop. And guess what? No cycling

2018-01-29 22:21:08 UTC  

no panic attacks