Message from @NPC

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2018-10-17 13:24:40 UTC  

a diagnosis means jack shit

2018-10-17 13:24:42 UTC  

i can go grab one in no time

2018-10-17 13:24:47 UTC  

not sure if you're aware what does being mentally unstable look like

2018-10-17 13:24:47 UTC  

just show up at my doctor

2018-10-17 13:24:57 UTC  

>a diagnosis means jack shit
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2018-10-17 13:24:57 UTC  

my mental state is abnormal

2018-10-17 13:25:23 UTC  

considering my legs are covered in scars of me stabbing them with a screw driver

2018-10-17 13:25:27 UTC  

me abusing anything i can get my hands on

2018-10-17 13:25:35 UTC  

based

2018-10-17 13:25:43 UTC  

you should treat yourself as well tbh

2018-10-17 13:25:47 UTC  

and at work losing my shit and having a panic attack in the toilet

2018-10-17 13:25:52 UTC  

what's a treatment

2018-10-17 13:25:54 UTC  

getting drugs?

2018-10-17 13:25:59 UTC  

that's bullshit

2018-10-17 13:26:10 UTC  

I'm not into drugs either and I don't react to them well

2018-10-17 13:26:24 UTC  

then what is treatment some retard talking stupid shit in front of me

2018-10-17 13:26:29 UTC  

but regarding anxiety issues and panic attacks I've managed to succesfully recover through psychoteraphy

2018-10-17 13:26:53 UTC  

>then what is treatment some retard talking stupid shit in front of me
geez you talking like you're from 19th century

2018-10-17 13:27:05 UTC  

then don't do anything you know better I guess

2018-10-17 13:27:32 UTC  

just go work something stupid

2018-10-17 13:27:40 UTC  

there are so many jobs that don't require much responsibility

2018-10-17 13:27:41 UTC  

and pressure

2018-10-17 13:28:29 UTC  

in fact being at home will result in more pressure

2018-10-17 13:28:32 UTC  

than in most jobs

2018-10-17 13:28:46 UTC  

>someone has got a problem
>j-just go to work!

2018-10-17 13:28:56 UTC  

everyone has problems

2018-10-17 13:28:59 UTC  

it's not like you are special

2018-10-17 13:29:07 UTC  

thank you for your input, I consider it rather worthless but thank you anyway

2018-10-17 13:29:47 UTC  

and if u consider ur current lifestyle worthy tthen il also consider ur considerations worthless

2018-10-17 13:29:50 UTC  

tried to forced myself into working before it only worsened things and I'm not going to do that anymore thats all

2018-10-17 13:30:02 UTC  

and what alternative do u think u have

2018-10-17 13:30:09 UTC  

leeching off ur parents and being dependent on them

2018-10-17 13:30:12 UTC  

forever?

2018-10-17 13:30:17 UTC  

leeching off my parents yes

2018-10-17 13:30:18 UTC  

we're not poor

2018-10-17 13:30:27 UTC  

don't need to be rich or poor

2018-10-17 13:30:39 UTC  

has more to do with the fact that you have handed them control over yourself

2018-10-17 13:31:12 UTC  

at least beg your therapist to help you to fix that specific problem so he can help you to get over yourself and become more independent

2018-10-17 13:32:22 UTC  

i put myself through a lot of unnecessary suffering because i am masochistic and love to conquer that weak part of myself

2018-10-17 13:32:35 UTC  

il do as much as possible to damage myself and not fall to weakness

2018-10-17 13:32:53 UTC  

and that is optimal and has positive effects in the long term