Like I started being happy last year, I stopped taking meds, got a decent work.

God plays dice

this is irrational

you are exagerating

likely

focusing on your shortcomings is unhealthy

But this is truth.

So I was happy right?

And then

this is irrational

BOOM FUCKIN MS

FUCK U U WONT BE HAPPY BITCH

😄

a-at least you've had a few months of relative happiness

this is poland not shit that kubuś sends

after struggling 5 years with depression and getting better

I get this

how is this fair even?

Yes I was walking down the street a week ago with a pair of underwear, ok, and I found 5 cents on the street
ever since then I haven't changed underwear so I can find more 5 cents on that street

this is literally your reasoning

depression is a meme to some extent

t. someone without depression

Damn, Dave must be rich by now with all of those 5 cents

It's not one time Dave.

It keeps happening.

depression is real and you can take steps to avoid it

nigger

>this is literally your reasoning
you literally can't comprehend this?

you know this is not logical

things like these are traumatic

and they stay with you

life doesn't work like that

>take steps to avoid it

dave is right

they are built in your brain

I really wanna get over it

Really

BUT HOW.

also obviously you're bound to notice bad things happening more if you're in a good position, if you're already in a bad position you can't really go further down

altought ghoul is right in the sense that it really grows on you

Then what is the good thing in my life?