It feels completely worthless now anyway

Start preparing

And dedicate most of the time to it

No it isn't

You will feel like shit if you'll fail it

Pff what do you think I'm doi g xd

some people are depressed despite achieving their goals and living a good life on paper

^

but ya some ppl are depressed simply because of their current state, but thats not "true" depression imo

I used to feel absolutely nothing even when getting what I wanted or achieving my goals

You need professional help, Discord advice won't solve anything because we aren't equipped to solve these kind of problems

Kek and what do you think I'm doing g

I'm both on meds and psychotherapy

Not you as in you, Ghoul

Oh ffs

I mean, people in general

Ok

@lemion well it seems to me like ghoul is depressed exactly because of that. Though maybe I don't know him as close as you do

Aaa

i dont know

How do you think I ended up in this state

ghoul used to be a normie

when he was a kid

Because I felt good?

Everything slowly fell apart tbh

School friends

unironic question.. have you tested your testosterone levels

?

Also I don't feel that bad most of the time anymore but I'm having a few shitty and I'm bitching really

@lemion When we were a kids we all were a normies. Except for me, maybe.

I highly doubt it's anything related to physical health cuz I seem perfectly healthy feel healthy physically and actually tested blood heart etc when I've been in hs and had similar issues and never anything was wrong

just saying you might wanna look into testosterone specifically, if you havent already

What for

because lack of vital hormones are associated with depression

Why testo xd

i severely lacked vitamin D at some point and was depressed cus of it

it can also be that

i checked my blood and found out

@rogalik Im gonna cure your depression with my next post

anyways youve probably gotten that checked knowing u got tests done already

so ignore that