fuck Xanax it made me go QQ

xanax feels good

it does but I took way too much at once

I started talking about taking silver light to the cathedral

what does that mean

no idea I was blabling nonsense

my bf had to call my job and tell them Im sick

That sucks

yea I cannot have it near me I go crazy

my antipsychotics suck too

but I gotta take em

I'm schizophrenic

me too

paranoid

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I'm just regular schizophrenic

oh

paranoia sucks ass

You were only diagnosed last year

I keep thinking there are drones outside my window and eyes staring at me from within walls.

no I was diagnosed in 2016

Oh

I just posted it last year

with timestamp

I see

Don't the meds work for you? They work for me

they work for me in 99%

?

I get paranoid sometimes

When im stressed out

I get schizophrenia-y too sometimes

Usually when it comes to stuff related to my delusions

That fucking sucks i hate delusions

I don't care they don't bother me

thats good

It's only like a little trippy feeling

Then it goes away, I try to avoid stuff that makes me delusional

Hey hey guys

Im gonna have sex in 1 (one) hour