I'm going to therapy too, I'm scheduling an apointment today

I'm sick of feeling mentally fucked

lol

Always wanna kill my self and hate women and shit, generally neurotic

@Scandaloom 👻 do you feel like your ssris block your imagination too?

antipsychotics really fuck you up

my everything is blocked tbh

but then again so does being psychotic

yes

@Scandaloom 👻 oh

I was a very creative person once

now I just lie there

same tbh

it's sad

i can't even draw anymore

I don't do shit

I only clean and

go for lectures

thats called getting old 😔

I'm 23

😂

😐

ok boomer

😐

wow

nobody ever called me boomer

thank you for giving me your first time

😳 ✌️

@Scandaloom 👻 all its caused by the *small town val=ium..valiuz*

miswriting its intentional

smalltowns = a politeform to say *ultraconservatives, biblebelt psychos*

@Scandaloom 👻 @yeezus @Lea ive been taking ssris for a long time and I dont think they block anything for me, just another perspective

@Scandaloom 👻 if u dont figureout what *smalltown* means https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1kyCQsxjec

@rogalik yea meds work differently for everyone because of biochemistry n shieet

>spiler... this song its so delusional

also its a completley different class of the ones youre taking so

yep

I have a meeting with a new doctor on 23rd january, hopefully the new one will let me off them

arent you worried about withdrawal symtpoms and stuff?

@rogalik

no