go to some sort of incel message board, get a live one if possible.

if that would be allowed.

My lecturer would like that

I've got a good quote from r/braincels which I'm opening with

Strawberry fields nothing is real

Living is easy with eyes closed

misunderstanding all you see

Feel like pure shit just want mark Fisher to be alive so I can read a complete acid communism

i'm either going to major in economics or chemistry.

university economics departments are *super fucking neoliberal*, though

and i can probably do much more good as a chemist

Definitely depends on the department and classes you take

There's definitely some socialists in economics departments you just need to pick your uni carefully

i'm in texas, and i'm going to try and get into a school in texas, so there are some setbacks there

you see, my dad's an iraq vet so i get some college hours free as long as they're in the state

Ah right

and i'm going to try and get into a fairly bourgie school, so i need to get fuckton of scholarships, and it's easier to get stem scholarships from what i can tell

and i fucking love atoms

Fair play, take chem

chemistry is surprisingly good at helping explain dialectical materialism.

Huh, now I think about it yeah

I can see how it would

particularly unity of opposites and quantitative additions or subtractions causing qualitative alterations

i mean, that's how it was explained to me

See I'm post grad sociology

sociology departments are based as hell

The amount of opportunities open to me seem really thin

So hopefully I find some academic niche I can flourish in

i mean, that goes for most social science stuff

I'd like to keep reading Mark Fisher if I can

I'm a bit obsessed with him at the moment

just looked him up

he apparently takes inspiration from NME

i'm in love

He made some really cool mixes on soundcloud

he committed suicide last year

that sucks ass

yeah, it sucks to think that

he had so much to say and he'll never get to say it

just as he was really coming into his thought

and it's hard to read him the same way now