and came from a commie household

I wish that happened to me ^

Yes i had a very well read father who started talking to me about this stuff from a young young age

Anyways it was basically Liberal (No research) > SocDem (a little research) > flip flopping everywhere (idk it was weird) > Leninist (a little communist research) > Trotskyist (A fuckton of communist research)

yeah I think i went social democrat to i dont know but some sort of futurist communism

but i mainly got interested in the psychology of all of it

I think I was a monarchist for like a few weeks just because I liked the monarchist aesthetic

and the way in which capitalist ideology is present in just about everything

shaping our entire reality

It’s almost surreal

Basically my entire fucking life in 3 words lmao

yeah agreed, mine too

Thats the thing about rejecting fascism

its fucking scarier

it hurts more

Around the time the summer started I had this realization of

“Oh fuck I could die if I go through with this”

And I cried for fucking hours lmao

I freaked the fuck out and finally manned up

it takes a toll

deleting facebook really helps

I never use social media

Checkmate, Zucc

getting away from the conditioning apparatus as much as possible

I think what helps me get over that existential shit is just how radical I’ve become

Because I’m not afraid to admit I’m a bit of a fanatic

Yeah I had that sort of attitude for a lot of my twenties

And so whenever I feel down about that shit I just remind myself

very confrontational about it

very angry

“moral high ground motherfucker”

now im starting to rethink the entire way i talk about it

because anger doesnt work

Morning goys

hahaha

ah dear

I hardly bother debating people anymore when I used to be that guy who was like “we need to debate and accept *everyone*”

Yo good morning

I think we need to still talk though

Talking yeah

I mean I’m willing to discuss things but debate is not me forte