Message from @mcguyver123

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2019-12-23 22:28:26 UTC  

We laugh, we cry, we love and hate, all to survive as long as we can

2019-12-23 22:28:51 UTC  

King becuse that is nature of our species

2019-12-23 22:29:17 UTC  

Then screw all of it

2019-12-23 22:29:20 UTC  

Gotta go

2019-12-23 22:29:24 UTC  

No

2019-12-23 22:29:30 UTC  
2019-12-23 22:29:33 UTC  

W8

2019-12-23 22:29:40 UTC  

I didnt endet

2019-12-23 22:34:11 UTC  

Fuck

2019-12-24 01:32:40 UTC  

Anyone else have "that dream"?

2019-12-24 01:33:15 UTC  

Which one?

2019-12-24 01:33:56 UTC  

i've been having some daydreams of saving just enough cash to get some camping gear n shit, and dropping everything to take a train to somewhere i can innawoods live out the rest of my life

2019-12-24 01:34:21 UTC  

inb4 into the wilderness but irl

2019-12-24 01:36:47 UTC  

I think we had the nomad discussion not too long back

2019-12-24 01:36:50 UTC  

Camper man. Get a camper.

2019-12-24 01:37:02 UTC  

Or a van. I work with a van dweller

2019-12-24 01:37:22 UTC  

"You'll end up in a van down by the river"

2019-12-24 01:37:54 UTC  

Wish i still had my old jeep pickup.

2019-12-24 01:38:07 UTC  

It was shitty on gas, but it had a camper built on

2019-12-24 01:38:31 UTC  

If I left my current situation I'd get a popup for my jeep. 01 wrangler Sahara.

2019-12-24 01:38:39 UTC  

Merc that's awesome

2019-12-24 01:38:48 UTC  

I had a ural motorcycle I used to camp out of

2019-12-24 01:38:57 UTC  

Very nice

2019-12-24 01:39:21 UTC  

@Kaptain bonez but to answer the question, yes

2019-12-24 01:40:44 UTC  

@Kaptain bonez I currently live out of a camper in the mountains though. You are able to compromise with stability (which means money) and living on the edge of the woods AND not being tied down.

2019-12-24 01:57:39 UTC  

Sounds like heaven to me

2019-12-24 01:58:16 UTC  

I'd give anything in the world just to be in the mountains with my brother in montana rn

2019-12-24 01:58:17 UTC  

@Kaptain bonez I keep dreamin of a ship that pulls up to take me off

2019-12-24 01:58:41 UTC  

the pirates life is the life 4 me

2019-12-24 01:59:13 UTC  

I heard that.

2019-12-24 01:59:37 UTC  

a bottle of liquor and the open seas

2019-12-24 01:59:44 UTC  

*a man can only dream*

2019-12-24 02:01:56 UTC  

@INNYGMATYK how big of a ship? Hopefully it's not a death omen, but if it is, hopefully you do so gloriously.

2019-12-24 02:02:09 UTC  

Keep some chrome spray paint on you incase

2019-12-24 02:03:22 UTC  

To valhalla we float, on all things shiny and chrome

2019-12-24 02:07:17 UTC  

@mcguyver123 it's honestly hard to tell.

I'ma bout to vent about it tbh ;

2019-12-24 02:08:30 UTC  

@INNYGMATYK that's what this is for. Self pity is a sin to the kube if you do nothing to help it though.

2019-12-24 02:09:50 UTC  

Tell us all about it, king

2019-12-24 02:20:34 UTC  

@mcguyver123 yeah - but I try to avoid *even* **sanctioned** self pity.

2019-12-24 02:20:36 UTC  

Alright.

2019-12-24 02:27:46 UTC  

So as most of you know or can infer or can guess, I'm going through quite a bit ( quite a bit I've set up for myself to go through - so don't worry, I got it ).

BUT. I've been living in the same spot for roughly, 4 years now?
it took a few months, maybe even a year or two, before I started dreaming about the area. I live in a town at the end of a peninsula ; one road goes in, that same road comes out. All other sides of the town are surrounded by water.

Now, up until 2 nights ago, all my dreams have been the same, or very close ( same run-away themes, same scenes, same people, just different flavor each night, or rather, each time I can remember ). It's almost *always* one of three things ;

- I'm waiting for a boat to catch a boat for a smaller boat to meet a smaller boat etc ( literally. I dream of going somewhere, waiting at a City-Sized ferry port, and after 2 or 3 different boat trips, I'm waiting onna""*pier*"" which is dead center middle of the water on some great big lake. I know WHICH lake - I know EXACTLY where in my head I'm pretending to be. But this lake features NO ferries or ""public transit"" boating. For the record : **I never get my last boat.**

- I'm travelling up and down, back and forth, endlessly, the peninsula. All 15 miles up the road innavic, and then I'm either sand-bombing beaches and crashing beach fires the way back. In some dreams I'm escaping or dodging people to get in to town to a specific spot. In others, I'm just going to every party up, and then every party down the stretch. Sometimes I'm hiding, or island hopping ( really distinct dreams of the nearby Archipelago being washed out and [ mostly ] ankle deep water - for some reason, I often have to check and touch every island as part of some weird patrol ). Even though town is much bigger IRL, my head always compacts it down to 2 blocks, and a shanty of shacks - but IRL it's all fancy houses. For the record : **I never know what the fuck I'm *supposed* to be doing**.