Message from @dollface

Discord ID: 636755288594317339


2019-10-24 02:36:13 UTC  

child of no faith
don't you know
i have a gravestone, with your name
and a portal to wonderland, underground
we will dance, we will sing
eventually, I'll hurt you
but that's ok
because you are mine to abuse.

2019-10-24 02:36:13 UTC  

kek

2019-10-24 02:36:22 UTC  

Twist

2019-10-24 02:36:26 UTC  

I do not like this

2019-10-24 02:36:32 UTC  

im a psychopath

2019-10-24 02:36:35 UTC  

apparently

2019-10-24 02:36:40 UTC  

This is not Xyzygy friendly content

2019-10-24 02:36:47 UTC  

i think that was supposed to be lilith

2019-10-24 02:36:49 UTC  

talking to me

2019-10-24 02:36:57 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/618965202402017318/636754980061184010/image0.jpg

2019-10-24 02:37:00 UTC  

Ok

2019-10-24 02:37:01 UTC  

Yeah

2019-10-24 02:37:05 UTC  

You made it too edgy

2019-10-24 02:37:14 UTC  

3edgy5me and I write books about suicide

2019-10-24 02:37:24 UTC  

she is the edge goddess

2019-10-24 02:37:24 UTC  

so

2019-10-24 02:37:26 UTC  

yeh

2019-10-24 02:37:38 UTC  

Tis why she worked with me

2019-10-24 02:37:42 UTC  

Real recognize real

2019-10-24 02:38:08 UTC  

Ahaha

2019-10-24 02:38:11 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/618965202402017318/636755288594317337/image0.jpg

2019-10-24 02:38:12 UTC  

your accusing eyes cast their loving glare
forgiveness in the cup you bear
one drop two drops the poison takes me there
and i havent the grace to look upon the things that are here
you show me all that i have done
cast a mirror to look upon myself
red flowers red in the moon
red red etched into my spirit
your accusing eyes cast their loving glare
forgiveness in the cup you bear
one drop two drops the poison takes me there
and i havent the grace, to see your face
face me as i am, i see myself without an other
as your arms hold me near
without the grace to see the things that are here
red flowers red moonlight
to see the seed i have sown
grown and reaped
accusing eyes cast their loving glare

2019-10-24 02:38:17 UTC  

Hold up

2019-10-24 02:38:26 UTC  

Let me grab some of my edgy poetry

2019-10-24 02:38:34 UTC  

Xyzygy poetry slam

2019-10-24 02:38:39 UTC  

Habbening

2019-10-24 02:38:41 UTC  

POETS UNITE

2019-10-24 02:38:45 UTC  

XYZYZY

2019-10-24 02:38:56 UTC  

I wanna

2019-10-24 02:39:18 UTC  

Ahaha

2019-10-24 02:39:23 UTC  

come on and SLAM *hits head off wall-
welcome to the JAM *falls down stairs-

2019-10-24 02:39:54 UTC  

Got a two parter for you

2019-10-24 02:39:56 UTC  

`Orchard`

Somewhere closeby
Just out of sight, of mind
The orchard is blooming
Fruits of friendly flavors
The taste of life

And as I walk through the acres
I weep for them
A dozen angels
Fixed to the Earth
Leashed to the trees

This is my garden
Fallen from grace
A thousand trees of sweets
Fruits I can’t harvest
Ropes I can’t cut

And when the angel takes the fruit
The hangman spirit comes
Always from behind
To drop them from the branches
To trap them in my hell

Another taste of forbidden fruit
Another rope around the neck
Another miserable end
Another fly
In the spider’s web

2019-10-24 02:40:08 UTC  

`Respite`

And now we reach the end of days
The twisted orchard finally fades
The ropes rot from the strain
The angels are free again
And yet I feel the same

What does it matter now that they fly?
After years of them just wanting to die?
Is there any meaning in those flutters?
I can't bear to think it, my heart shutters
For the fear that someday, in my pursuit
I'll have it again, the forbidden fruit
And the angels will again return
For the taste, they always yearn
Yet should those wings bless this plain
The web, the orchard will rise again
They'll bask and delight in endless fun
Until the hangman spirit decides to come

So here I remain
An echo of their pain
With my fears burning me away
That the angels will come another day
While I hang here, restless and worried
Maddened, for all I see are lives destroyed
Yet in this moment, some respite
They fly away for just a minute
To be free again, away from the tree
To be happy again, away from me

2019-10-24 02:40:36 UTC  

trash

2019-10-24 02:40:58 UTC  

dollie post yourself

2019-10-24 02:41:04 UTC  

awful

2019-10-24 02:41:05 UTC  

are u gonna get a tattoo?

2019-10-24 02:41:10 UTC  

dollie get a xyzygy tattoo

2019-10-24 02:41:29 UTC  

invalid invite

2019-10-24 02:41:31 UTC  

am I banned