I am HEALED.

what a send off

immune.

He was so shit, that his shitness will forever be a reminder that any relationship I will have won't be good for me.

I have dated both the best option for someone like me, and the worst option.

In that dichotomy, i am free.

i just want someone to embrace

wouldn't any future relationship be better than that tho <:mister:650248973763739669>

*hugs self*

@Bolsapryca I was already in a relationship with someone very similar to the "best case scenario"

I have experienced the best and worst.

I am done.

when i start dating someone they just start piling up little retarded things they do and say until i'm fed up at week 2

it's always the same, never changes <:really:649391280924655626>

you guys are making me sad

I am glad I got to this point before the age of thirty.

now i don't have to worry.

Now I can be completely myself without having to focus on finding solace in another.

i think there's no best, unless best is being by yourself 🤔

I can and have found the solace i might seek in another in myself.

My venus is even in virgo. I am not cut out to care.

And so i have cut out caring.

well there's always someone who can fit all your niche shit and needs <:honkhonk:620490774135701535>

they're just p hard to find

for normies is easy

but I am the only person who can do that.

I'm the only person who can meet all my needs.

well yeah no one can breath for you nigga

I just become the things I might like to see in another.

I notice things about others i like, then i just take those in on my own terms.

I become the things I might like to see in another.

what i mean is there's someone perfect out there, at least in the context of being in a relationship with you 🤔

My brain is getting smoother

i don't think people often find that person tho

i got a 56 on my latest chem test

fuck

wew

i thought you were smart

C h o n k

Study

i did well on the other ones