Message from @Emma

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2016-11-04 05:51:02 UTC  

It wouldn't mean homelessness or anything but it'd be harder.

2016-11-04 05:51:31 UTC  

Yeah, it seems like coming out is risky

2016-11-04 05:52:32 UTC  

^ agreed

2016-11-04 05:52:42 UTC  

There's one upside.

2016-11-04 05:53:09 UTC  

She's crazy. And mean to everyone in the family and they all know it and don't like it and don't really listen to her crazy rants. And really her bark is worse than her bite.

2016-11-04 05:53:46 UTC  

In that case, is there anyone else in your family that you trust?

2016-11-04 05:53:56 UTC  

Cousins, aunts, uncles, siblings?

2016-11-04 05:54:39 UTC  

A lot.

2016-11-04 05:55:26 UTC  

Two cousins know. my half brother knows (it's complicated, more on that in a bit) and one sister knows and my other mom knows (told you it's complicated)

2016-11-04 05:56:28 UTC  

My birth mom and adopted mom are sisters. I was taken in to live with them when I was about six months old, my parents got in trouble and lost custody permanently, and about two years later my aunt and uncle adopted me. So I grew up with them and they're now my parents.

2016-11-04 05:56:56 UTC  

My birth mom is another kind of crazy. She's just out of her mind and paranoid. But not particularly selfish or dangerous like the other one.

2016-11-04 05:57:43 UTC  

She once told me she thought I was trans and into guys. This was deep in my denial phase. I didn't think much of it because the *very* next thing she said was that she thought quantum physics was a government mind control conspiracy.

2016-11-04 05:57:51 UTC  

So yeah...

2016-11-04 05:57:58 UTC  

she's not reliable to back me up.

2016-11-04 05:58:46 UTC  

That's pretty fucking disturbing tbh

2016-11-04 05:59:48 UTC  

Well that's why I'm not 100% upset. It'd have been a disaster if she raised me.

2016-11-04 06:00:22 UTC  

She's even crazier. Harmless but poor parent material. My brother that lives with her is all kinds of messed up because of it.

2016-11-04 06:00:38 UTC  

Damn..

2016-11-04 06:01:22 UTC  

I'm really sorry you and your siblings have had to go through all of this bullshit

2016-11-04 06:02:25 UTC  

Bio dad's a crook.

2016-11-04 06:04:29 UTC  

This all went down because he got caught stealing Christmas presents from peoples' homes to try to return to stores for money to use to buy drugs. Oh, and he was in his 40s and she was 16. Both with a lot of drugs in their system. Let's just say the police were not pleased with any aspect of the situation. Hence them losing custody. I have never met him since, so obviously don't remember him, and don't want to ever see him. Don't care. I once looked up up over curiosity four years ago and found out he was caught shoplifting a walmart, with the report saying he'd been doing that constantly since he originally got out.

2016-11-04 06:04:31 UTC  

Great guy.

2016-11-04 06:05:09 UTC  

so as cruel as the mom I grew up with is, it would have been worse without them.

2016-11-04 06:05:46 UTC  

Feminists need to breathe man

2016-11-04 06:05:56 UTC  

Like they sound so angry all the time

2016-11-04 06:05:59 UTC  

Well, it's good that you're looking at the upsides of what you've been through

2016-11-04 06:06:09 UTC  

Agreed @nubbie

2016-11-04 06:06:10 UTC  

But I hear them fucking taking small breaths every time they wanna say something

2016-11-04 06:06:26 UTC  

And they just don't breathe and they're always so mad

2016-11-04 06:06:55 UTC  

I mean honestly in my opinion, both females and men are assholes

2016-11-04 06:07:59 UTC  

But at least males aren't bat shit crazy

2016-11-04 06:08:02 UTC  

.-.)

2016-11-04 06:08:38 UTC  

I will say this. I think feminists and SJWs in general are damaging themselves mentally with their behavior

2016-11-04 06:09:31 UTC  

Like they can't take any criticism

2016-11-04 06:10:03 UTC  

They try to act tough, but they're really just insecure

2016-11-04 06:11:43 UTC  

And judging from a time in my life where I was a militant SJW, surrounding yourself with only people that agree with your views only feeds onto that feeling of insecurity

2016-11-04 06:14:24 UTC  

It limits the amount of knowledge you have on other points

2016-11-04 06:14:56 UTC  

And you continue to believe that you're always right because of the people you surround yourself with

2016-11-04 06:15:08 UTC  

They always completely agree with you, it's not fun

2016-11-04 06:15:42 UTC  

Exactly

2016-11-04 06:17:18 UTC  

Gonna try to sleep, I'm at a hotel and woke up because I heard some couple having sex