Message from @Emma

Discord ID: 243975196589948929


2016-11-04 05:34:57 UTC  

Now they're trying to get me to join their cult, saying how badly I'm going to need it now. After spending most of my life stepping on me and them reacting as if they had just stepped in dog shit.

2016-11-04 05:36:56 UTC  

it really amazes me how feminists can constantly tear men down and treat them so horribly then say they're for equality

2016-11-04 05:37:36 UTC  

I do a lot of art and there's a trend I've noticed of "male tears" mugs, phone cases, etc.

2016-11-04 05:38:47 UTC  

that's true

2016-11-04 05:40:57 UTC  

Does anyone else think Infowars is cancer?

2016-11-04 05:41:56 UTC  

He pulls fucking conspiracy theories out of his ass and people eat it up

2016-11-04 05:42:58 UTC  

No shit the government's corrupt, but he just takes it too far and profits off of it

2016-11-04 05:43:00 UTC  

<@152646695983775744> My mom essentially is a TERF. Trans-exclusionary radical feminist. Her whole world revolves around herself. She's special and everyone else exists to serve her whims. So it was not fun living with her and that's why I haven't told them.

2016-11-04 05:44:13 UTC  

She has no idea that term exists but it applies.

2016-11-04 05:44:27 UTC  

She's all about that whole "men need to know their place" nonsense.

2016-11-04 05:45:46 UTC  

She had four daughters. So being the only *male* she was extra hard on me growing up. Being inferior due to the male curse, she had something unfair to critticize about every single little thing I do. Even know when I live on my own at 27.

2016-11-04 05:46:30 UTC  

feelsbadman

2016-11-04 05:47:37 UTC  

My dad's better. He's why I was able to get an apartment. He knew I wouldn't last long in the same building as her.

2016-11-04 05:48:31 UTC  

I'm glad you were able to get away

2016-11-04 05:48:56 UTC  

I don't want to completely cut off. the rest of them are okay.

2016-11-04 05:49:10 UTC  

No they do not.

2016-11-04 05:49:28 UTC  

I wouldn't suggest telling them, honestly

2016-11-04 05:49:28 UTC  

It won't be long. I'm trying less and less to hide. They know something has been going on.

2016-11-04 05:49:41 UTC  

If it wasn't for her, I'd have done it already.

2016-11-04 05:50:13 UTC  

This is a hair bit harder to hide than that I like guys. It will involve physical body changes.

2016-11-04 05:50:19 UTC  

I have my own apartment.

2016-11-04 05:50:33 UTC  

Technically I'm entirely independent.

2016-11-04 05:50:44 UTC  

But there are times they still helped out.

2016-11-04 05:50:50 UTC  

It'd suck having that help cut off.

2016-11-04 05:51:02 UTC  

It wouldn't mean homelessness or anything but it'd be harder.

2016-11-04 05:51:31 UTC  

Yeah, it seems like coming out is risky

2016-11-04 05:52:32 UTC  

^ agreed

2016-11-04 05:52:42 UTC  

There's one upside.

2016-11-04 05:53:09 UTC  

She's crazy. And mean to everyone in the family and they all know it and don't like it and don't really listen to her crazy rants. And really her bark is worse than her bite.

2016-11-04 05:53:46 UTC  

In that case, is there anyone else in your family that you trust?

2016-11-04 05:53:56 UTC  

Cousins, aunts, uncles, siblings?

2016-11-04 05:54:39 UTC  

A lot.

2016-11-04 05:55:26 UTC  

Two cousins know. my half brother knows (it's complicated, more on that in a bit) and one sister knows and my other mom knows (told you it's complicated)

2016-11-04 05:56:28 UTC  

My birth mom and adopted mom are sisters. I was taken in to live with them when I was about six months old, my parents got in trouble and lost custody permanently, and about two years later my aunt and uncle adopted me. So I grew up with them and they're now my parents.

2016-11-04 05:56:56 UTC  

My birth mom is another kind of crazy. She's just out of her mind and paranoid. But not particularly selfish or dangerous like the other one.

2016-11-04 05:57:43 UTC  

She once told me she thought I was trans and into guys. This was deep in my denial phase. I didn't think much of it because the *very* next thing she said was that she thought quantum physics was a government mind control conspiracy.

2016-11-04 05:57:51 UTC  

So yeah...

2016-11-04 05:57:58 UTC  

she's not reliable to back me up.

2016-11-04 05:58:46 UTC  

That's pretty fucking disturbing tbh

2016-11-04 05:59:48 UTC  

Well that's why I'm not 100% upset. It'd have been a disaster if she raised me.

2016-11-04 06:00:22 UTC  

She's even crazier. Harmless but poor parent material. My brother that lives with her is all kinds of messed up because of it.