If I had to guage how badly I regret this, I'd say my great great ancestors are wishing they could end their afterlives.

ENdure. Through endurance, grow stronger

It's really not a big deal in the grand scheme of thing

@Tephlonx5 Are you a furry bird?

Or is your fursona a bird?

Are you asking seriously, or are you asking with the intention of making fun of me for deciding "There's too many bearded blonde-brown haired dudes on the internet, playing video games, and I need a recognizable image so people will recognize me"?

So are you?

It was a serious question.

Furry birds a real things. Same with fursona.

its a real concept.

It's more of a mascot. Like Skeptic uses a suit of armor in a suit. It's not meant to 'be me'.

But, sure. If it makes you happy, I'm a raptor-bird thing from a planet somewhere in deep space.

Like Crash Badicoot right?

Negative.

Crash Bandicoot is just a bandicoot.

Im a down ass nigga, as you can see

Rep knows who I'm talking about, when I talk about the grievous mistake I've made, but for anyone who doesn't know, I called Jim Sterling a liar. I called him a 'Big Fat Fucking Liar'. And when his fans both proved me wrong, and sent me abusive messages, I responded with another video about how I was sorry 'but here's also a sarcastic point about how I'm right, purely to spite you assholes for being assholes.'

And then Jim Sterling noticed. And I've never regretted doing something more in my life. I legitimately wish to be dead right now.

wow

I've made videos about Jim a few times, about times I thought he was wrong. But I was very particularly vicious, and mean-spirited this time around.

If its botheringyou that much I'd say try therapy.

Therapy can be very helpful

I have an appointment with Mental Health this month. I need to find out what's wrong with me. Because clearly, there's something very wrong.

I just think you need to get out more and make some friends.

There's nobody I want to be friends with who lives near me. I go an hour north-west for that.

Twice a year.

Go to a bar?

how do you know there is no one you want to be friends with?

Find a local facebook group.

Because I've lived in this town my whole life.

Go to a dating site?

is your town consisting of like 5 pp popular?

Find a hobby.

No, but it's not exactly a diverse place, either. Everyone out here's either a farmer, a mechanic, or something else. Most occupations out this way I have -5000 interest in.

Are you having difficulty leaving your home due to fear, not being motivated or something of that sort?

I have a hobby. Video Games. Youtube. Etc.

wow

sounds like me

Fear? No. And it's not a lack of motivation that keeps me in my house, either.

FInd a hobby away from your computer.

naw

those are lame

What zeus said.