Message from @Paris

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2017-04-03 09:45:40 UTC  

Or is there some people who have it way worse because of mental stuff?

2017-04-03 09:45:45 UTC  

Idk if I have depression or not I've been wanting to get that checked again actually same with aniexty

2017-04-03 09:46:25 UTC  

Although a work placement person wanted me to get a referl to a psyclogiest and psychiatrist

2017-04-03 09:46:33 UTC  

yes, different people suffer from anxiety to differing degrees

2017-04-03 09:46:41 UTC  

^^^^

2017-04-03 09:46:46 UTC  

^

2017-04-03 09:46:48 UTC  

if you've ever randomly found yourself rocking in a corner you know how bad it can be

2017-04-03 09:46:58 UTC  

every single form of mental health on some level is self aware and selfish. and loves the attention it brings.

2017-04-03 09:47:11 UTC  

that's a stretch

2017-04-03 09:47:19 UTC  

i dont believe it is

2017-04-03 09:47:19 UTC  

but not untrue of many

2017-04-03 09:47:25 UTC  

You know, i think some people worry a little too much about things that they could possibly have and focus on it and make it worse instead of living a little, not saying that baout any of you, but some people look to it for some kind of identity

2017-04-03 09:47:27 UTC  

i was very edgy up until i found my crush but idk what really happend to change it

2017-04-03 09:47:28 UTC  

Which is super sad

2017-04-03 09:47:29 UTC  

thats why i said on some level

2017-04-03 09:47:36 UTC  

not everyone is aware they are doing it

2017-04-03 09:47:43 UTC  

for sure

2017-04-03 09:48:10 UTC  

a lot of teenagers like to identify with a specific emotion or in this case mental illness

2017-04-03 09:48:21 UTC  

gives them meaning yodda yodda, testing emotional muscles

2017-04-03 09:48:29 UTC  

yep.

2017-04-03 09:48:46 UTC  

well some teens really have those mental illnesses

2017-04-03 09:48:53 UTC  

yes they do

2017-04-03 09:49:04 UTC  

its just a lot of teens like to use them as a excuse

2017-04-03 09:49:16 UTC  

My parents thought I had high functioning Asperger's or some shit when I was a kid, they never went to diagnose or anything and to this day I still have no idea if I have it or not, do I care? Fuck no it doesnt' seem to affect me

2017-04-03 09:49:18 UTC  

Emotions suck ass though and I hate it when they get to me it's either I have to hide it and eat it up or let it out and feel like shit I try and inbetween but it doesn't always work 😦

2017-04-03 09:49:18 UTC  

here's a secret

2017-04-03 09:49:28 UTC  

people don't stop making excuses just because you get older

2017-04-03 09:49:41 UTC  

i feel like my sister who has anorexia, bipolar, depression, border line personality disorder. started out faking anorexia she got so good at it and became so addicted to the attention it brough it she kept doing it. which fucked her up royally and 12 years later shes almost 30 and still in and out of hospital.

2017-04-03 09:49:57 UTC  

Yikes....

2017-04-03 09:50:25 UTC  

your sister is a strong case for proper mental healthcare

2017-04-03 09:50:26 UTC  

Now, I don't wanna just say people are faking their illnesses

2017-04-03 09:50:32 UTC  

that probably could have been avoided

2017-04-03 09:50:33 UTC  

yep shes actually nuts.

2017-04-03 09:50:46 UTC  

But I guess that makes me an easyily fooled

2017-04-03 09:50:53 UTC  

she told me shes wanted to kill me in my sleep before.

2017-04-03 09:50:54 UTC  

so i mean

2017-04-03 09:51:02 UTC  

Ouch...

2017-04-03 09:51:04 UTC  

shes made me so cold towards mental health now

2017-04-03 09:51:06 UTC  

im numb to it

2017-04-03 09:51:14 UTC  

It's none of your business whether people are faking their illnesses or not

2017-04-03 09:51:24 UTC  

that's between them and their doctors