and they'll laugh in your face if u fail

and depend on your role in the group u'll get no training at all

the best thing they do in training is tell u to google it

but for some reason other ppl r just fine and dandy

i dont get it

it's like they know what to do and expect from day 1

oh and everyone in the team gets different training

so no one can help the others out

@crescendo2020 one that wouldn't treat me like I'm going to break any moment and basically would just give me the material and give me a place to do the finals

brilliant

or one that posts the pdf and power point files online

ask yhwh for help not us

Whew. Maybe a four-year college. Reputable.

I mean, I don't know where you're going, but college is sort of one of those things that can be good, but has been stuffed up the asses of youth too much, creating a lot of debt, and angry, poor kids with degrees and no job.

I didn't go to college, and I make a decent living because I chose a career path that is dangerous and demanding in a labor field.

That's another option.

Otherwise, I would research options specific to your area.

For colleges, or job opportunities, etc.

I know dentists don't get paid in Europe what they make here, you know?

I mean school school. Not college

Like, high school?

Yeah

If you're in high school, you're kind of at the whim of your parents or caretakers.

Do you live in the states?

No. Israel

Oh. That's over my head.

I know Israel is pretty western in design, but it's probably still a lot different.

I'm not sure I can offer good advice.

I was in a public school that wasn't good and I quit (for mostly other reasons), went to a private school but they always treated me there like I'm really fragile which was extremely annoying so I quit. Since then I've been home

You can make those decisions as a minor there?

At what age are you responsible for yourself in Israel?

No but my parents knew they can't physically force me to go

18

Do you want my honest advice?

Yeah

Apply yourself in high school, be good to your parents, even if they annoy you, and build a positive routine that prepares you for adulthood.

That's not coming from a religious perspective, by the way.

But I think that is a successful formula.

You will regret it later if you don't apply yourself now. I can guarantee you that with 100% certainty.

I want to but it's difficult that whenever you have a bit of a bad day you teachers are convinced you're gonna kill yourself and no matter how much you mentally improve they'll still treat you that way despite the fact that they do know you and when you actually are dangerous to yourself

Do you have mental health issues?