I don’t have any weed and I wasn’t too far into alcohol addiction, I counted as “functional,” but it still sucks. It’s like the inside of my skin is itching.

Oof that sucks. I'm sorry to hear. You can't get into some kind of program or anything?

so it makes you feel good?

*this is bad*

Functional in quotes, because I got so trashed one monday I nearly burned the house down trying to make a pizza at 4AM... or was that Tuesday then?

i have been there once

not fun

honestly it just self control

Still. Point is my body itches and my joints are aching. Hope my friend doesn’t get worse than my worst.

I'm glad I haven't. Have had some family members go that way.

do you go to the gym ?

He’s really been hitting the bottle harder than normal because of work.

that could help you relax your mind

or if you draw

that can distract you

No, and I don’t like its atmosphere. I have a big anxiety disorder and anorexia, so I don’t like to be in that place as it makes me feel like everyone’s staring at me thinking I’m fat and then I just feel bad the rest of the week. I do work out at home occasionally, like 200-500 squats, some sit ups, some push ups and basic stuff like that every like week for a while, but recently I haven’t been.

I do write though... which is typical.

I write D&D type books.

But not D&D, because it’s trash.

drawing is better because not only are you using your mind, but your hands. if you can control you mind, you can stop your hand from grabbing that booze.

Creeper?

I draw characters I make for games that I’m in or custom monsters.

If that’s worth anything.

Creeper?

More than the withdrawal right now, your insistence on that stupid meme is making me want to pick up a bottle of cheap vodka.

aw man

*not for the meme*

do you drink without filters? like most people drink with soda and vodka or whiskey.

but do you drink it just RAW

Creeper?

aw shucks

so we back in iran

I drink a half glass of whiskey or vodka or gin over the course of about 10 mins, but I chase it.

Then, when my chaser runs out or I need to use the bathroom, I refill.

this may sound anticlimactic, but go for a walk once in a while.

if you have the time

I skateboard.

Oh fuck, Iran’s back in the picture?!

no it's a creeper meme

you know

every 15-22 year old loves minecraft now!