if you start tracking your sin in teh past too

solving it for yourself

no one can solve it for you except you and god

you can awake god in every human

but you can hear devil from every sinner who doesn't know to recognize his sins, and sins of others.

its all in the spirit

in your ending goal or intention

did you get it or not too

you and god are one thing

me and god are another

You're not the one coming here saying these things I am.

You're not the one with my identity here reading this and writing this I am.

Never confuse yourself and your identity

with Christ

with anti-christ

or God

this is forbidden for you

even to daughter of God

we see and do things you will never do or you dont have such role

not on earth

but after we die

but on earth since christ and anti christ are both sinners

we can could see more than most while alive

like all god's children

it's really like in those cartoons

all you have to do is to "believe" in god

and know some simple commandments

follow some strict diet even in behavior

and recognize sins that's all.

I too don't know most things.

I too while alive and dead need help.

and I got it.

that's why I am not worried for myself, and am Layed back , lazy.

trying to help others , being sad how others are living.

knowing i will find the way easy but how to save people around me I cannot be happy

my role became just tougher

cause of my lazyness i am destined to work after

cause I enjoyed some sins i have to help people lose some sins

cannabis is not a sin tho

this will reflect on people , but alcohol is

i am sorry i enjoyed porn, alcohol, drugs. Environment was like that. it was my fault in this time.