Message from @CobraCoder

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2021-02-27 08:17:04 UTC  

except theres always an overbearing feeling that something is there with me and that something is going to happen to me but nothing ever does

2021-02-27 08:17:31 UTC  

Like a protagonist about to find the climax of the film

2021-02-27 08:17:32 UTC  

Yes, that is true. But it also applies to outside life...

2021-02-27 08:17:34 UTC  

https://discord.com/channels/707691030748594288/801170177902772254/815123963897315349

If dinosaurs follow the human-dictated rules of wearing a necktie, it should be snug on the base of the neck.... then again, why should dinos listen to humans?

2021-02-27 08:17:43 UTC  

and then nothing happens

2021-02-27 08:17:57 UTC  

So then you are unsure of the meaning behind most of your actions?

2021-02-27 08:18:53 UTC  

Yep. It's why I take the word of others so seriously

2021-02-27 08:19:11 UTC  

I on the other hand had a dream where a large groups of maybe 50-100 people invaded my home and killed my family. I was so upset that I slaughtered all of them in the streets and in my house as I fought with pure rage

2021-02-27 08:19:36 UTC  

The ground was red worth the blood of those who stood against my family

2021-02-27 08:20:33 UTC  

That is... awfully violent

2021-02-27 08:20:46 UTC  

It’s what they deserved

2021-02-27 08:21:14 UTC  

Even today if people harm my friends or family I won’t hesitate to try to paint the walls and cement with their blood

2021-02-27 08:21:27 UTC  

Yes, but I would rather not have such grappling experiences inside my mind

2021-02-27 08:21:38 UTC  

And yes, I am a Christian and I know it’s not what God wants but I don’t think I would be able to stop myself

2021-02-27 08:21:47 UTC  

i had a dream where my mom and i were in the streets under the twin towers and im supposing it was 2001 because there were people there who were from al qaeda who shot my mom because they were pointing their guns at me and she protected me

2021-02-27 08:22:03 UTC  

when i woke up i went straight to my mom and cried my eyes out

2021-02-27 08:22:13 UTC  

I woke up angry

2021-02-27 08:22:22 UTC  

after that i got really really sick

2021-02-27 08:22:34 UTC  

Now you remind me of a Twin Towers dream I had, and another one <:CursedEmoji:763140778770825247>

2021-02-27 08:22:34 UTC  

I think it may have been my anger that woke me up if I’m being honest

2021-02-27 08:22:50 UTC  
2021-02-27 08:22:54 UTC  

ack sorry about that

2021-02-27 08:23:10 UTC  

Already discussed that both are ok

2021-02-27 08:23:17 UTC  

i dont know if thats how boys want girls to dress

2021-02-27 08:23:24 UTC  

but the one on the right is more comfortable

2021-02-27 08:23:25 UTC  

It's alright, I got over it in a few weeks

2021-02-27 08:23:47 UTC  

Granted I was between 8 and 10

2021-02-27 08:23:59 UTC  

oh i was 9 when i had mine

2021-02-27 08:24:14 UTC  

Man there are some things that just make me incredibly angry

2021-02-27 08:24:25 UTC  

Dreams never anger me

2021-02-27 08:24:54 UTC  

They either a) weird me OR b) scare me

2021-02-27 08:24:58 UTC  

Not just dreams, things. My dreams are vivid to the point of seeming like real life

2021-02-27 08:25:27 UTC  

my dreams are mainly just wtf moments

2021-02-27 08:25:44 UTC  

My family and friends are my weak spot

2021-02-27 08:25:45 UTC  

with a little bit of horrifying stuff sprinkled in there

2021-02-27 08:25:55 UTC  

Family... <:CursedEmoji:763140778770825247>

2021-02-27 08:26:23 UTC  

Yes, I get very upset and very defensive of my family and friends

2021-02-27 08:26:49 UTC  

But if I’m being honest other than when they are hurt or offended I don’t get upset almost at all

2021-02-27 08:26:53 UTC  

Hm, I wouldn't ever get defensive for my family

2021-02-27 08:27:08 UTC  

Maybe my brothers *maybe*

2021-02-27 08:27:08 UTC  

Friends too