But at the end of the day I need prayer more than I fear being judged

Well, let's unpack what's going on in your life and maybe there are things that can be done to help.

I'm not exactly a sage, but I've been around for awhile and maybe I can offer some insights.

I also think about my issues

The issue is probably that I don’t have anything going on

I had a crush on a girl from h vc rich before COVID

But never said anything cause I talked to her, like twice

That can be a really rough thing to deal with.

Keep going.

Then I missed my chance cause COVID and that caused some regret

H vc rich?

It doesn’t help that I have had some issues with loneliness before

On top of that I am a teenage boy and naturally struggle with lust

But then I feel bad for that

I wish I could help more with dealing with lust. The Bible does say when Lust comes knocking, run away. Do not fight it because you will fail.

Most of the time I manage to the point where I don’t masterbate and haven’t for several years

You are made of the horny, yes. <:KEK:795742276549607456>
That's just the way it is. But it's not that it goes away, it's that you become a stronger person.

I don’t really know how to run away 😂

Well, so you really want a gf?

I genuinely feel as though if I had someone to share in my troubles with that not only would I be able to control myself but I would feel less ashamed for feelings of physical attraction

Well, yes. I don’t want to make bad choices about gf, but I haven’t had one before and would like to start now

How old are you?

18 <:PepeCry:811216596864467024>

Birthday was yesterday!!

Well, shoot your shot. Don’t be afraid of rejection, rejection is necessary for success

I’ve been rejected before, more than once

You will learn trial by fire, so be prepared and go in

Well, physical attraction is something that all humans struggle with. I wouldn't be ashamed, it's more like "You become more self conscious of the way that attraction effects you" or something to that extent. It's taking a step back and saying: "is this me or is this my little man talking to me?"

I know how to deal with it but I don’t go to physical church anymore and when I do, she isn’t there anymore

Little man speaks to me

Tbh, I haven’t dated anyone nor will people want to date me. So I am not an expert here.

Well, and even knowing that really helps.

Lust is one of the most deadliest sins in America since we are so over sexualized.

That’s true

Why wouldn’t they

It is.

It is what is destroying America. It is good to see some people fight it.

But running away from our problems does not solve them.

Most of the time I deal with it but some days

I’m trans and no leftists would ever want to be with me being Christian and conservative nor would I want to be with a leftist.

Some days are just atrocious