I'm at university and my circle of friends are all liberals, so I have a similar problem.

As difficult as it sounds, you have to detach yourself from ideology though at times.

yeah that really sucks man, when youre in that type of situation you really just need to change your environment

That's why I recrommend finding out about clubs. I have a lot of liberal college friends too, but I have some new more conservative traditional type folks I've gone camping and hiking with. college seriously helps find new people with some variety

That experience above really did traumatized me, the first person that I felt made me feel like I was normal, for the first time in my life, had betrayed me, I'm a senior now, so of course it would be natural for me to be over such a thing by now. But being that she made me feel like she was the only chance to happiness I had, it really did tear me aprt

And I will definitely look into getting more politically active in order to socialize

Highschool generally sucks, but don't let it bring you down.

I hated it and I had quite a lot of friends back then.

University is where you'll meet the friends you'll know forever, really.

Just as a testiment, I had a serious relationship with a chick a few years back and it ended in a sad way. But as intense and hopeless it seems, even after a while, it seriously gets better and eventually you don't think about it. High School can be a bad time, but it definitley isn't all of social life for here on out

You just need to be willing to make the first move, to take the initial step towards finding them.

From what I've seen universities tend to be very leftist, so I'm not sure how true that statement would be for a white nationalist fascist like me

Like I said, at some points, you just need to detach yourself from ideology and enjoy the other aspects of people.

young girls can be really self centered, dont let her control how you feel

You might have a tough time finding people who think EXACTLY like you, but you will meet people who are closer to you on the spectrum and you'll find them leagues more sociable than the usual group

one mistake a lot of people in our circles make is that they look for women who have similar ideologies.

Which is almost impossible to do since women are inclined to be left leaning anyway.

Yeah lesson 1 is don't rely on women for happiness. They just aren't capable in general of holding the same mindset and values

One of my close friends offline is a commie actually. You can be friends with people you deeply disagree with.

Oh yeah definitely I would have no problem with that

If anything it's better to have a handful of people who disagree so you don't just fill your space as an echo chamber

yeah

Right, that's how I see it too.

you got it

Does anyone here have kids?

I have a nephew and niece, but no kids of my own.

I've also considered he idea that having children would exponentially make my life much more fulfilling and generally happier

Still going through university

It most likely would, but you should be ready before that

Ah, has your brother/sister ever told you it's made their life for the better?

economically and emotionally, I mean.

it's my sister. And yeah, she has.

And definitely

She 's infinitely happier now.

Children and building a family can give you a purpose but don't do it for the sake of it. Make sure you are ready in life in both stability and financially. So maybe wait some more years lol

Did you notice a change in her?

Well she became much more mature and stronger.

Little things wouldn't get to her anymore.

Stronger, mentally, I mean

not physically

She has her own business now and is making a decent amount of money from it