https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/8643407-hard-magic

I was clinically diagnosed with depression. Some if it, when you're young, has to do with growing up. I never really took pills but I tried to make some lifestyle changes and writing things down really helps. Sometimes stuff gets overwhelming and having it all written down in front of you helps rationalize and compartimalize. You're 18 so you'll get the whole "you're young life has just started" speech, but there is truth to it. Things can always improve and realizing you have control over it helps tackle stuff.

You probably get that negative voice in your head that shits on you all the time, and practicing positive thinking legitmatley helps and rewires how your brain looks at life and problems.

lmao no worries man. A lot of us guys have to deal with this shit and it's a vicous cycle that's hard to break. but it isn't impossible and you posess the power and ability to change your life for the better. No matter how hopeless and shitty things seem, there is always an option to take. I've always told myself that if I'm dead, I'm still in the game and I can still win

*not dead

I'm almost the complete oppositte. I'm 5'5'', overweight, and I have physical deformities. Making friends can be daunting but sometimes it takes time and work to connect with people. Try to get involves with common interests and activities and try to be conciousley inviting and conversational with people - even if they can be insufferable.

it's cool dude

I feel you nibba, that's a huge part of young people culutre. Jelly is right, getting out there and getting involved with various interests will increase your likelehood of meeting more likeable people.

College will open a lot of doors, especially with clubs

I'm actually interested in the studies too, not to hijack the convo or anythig

heh hardest

i had a friend who had that angel as his fb profile kek

doesn't exercise help with testosterone too

i had a crush get with a mutual friend names josh too wtf.

That's why I recrommend finding out about clubs. I have a lot of liberal college friends too, but I have some new more conservative traditional type folks I've gone camping and hiking with. college seriously helps find new people with some variety

Just as a testiment, I had a serious relationship with a chick a few years back and it ended in a sad way. But as intense and hopeless it seems, even after a while, it seriously gets better and eventually you don't think about it. High School can be a bad time, but it definitley isn't all of social life for here on out

You might have a tough time finding people who think EXACTLY like you, but you will meet people who are closer to you on the spectrum and you'll find them leagues more sociable than the usual group

Yeah lesson 1 is don't rely on women for happiness. They just aren't capable in general of holding the same mindset and values

yeah

Children and building a family can give you a purpose but don't do it for the sake of it. Make sure you are ready in life in both stability and financially. So maybe wait some more years lol

kids can reshape lives for the better in some cases

get dat dosh

right, but it doesn't hurt to get as a career bonus

you consider moving somewhere else after school? and i suggest guns

i've recently picked up the mandolin for bluegrass music

Camping and hiking is top gun. I live in an area that's 90% forest so it helps

Being outside really helps you reconnect with yourself and the natural world. IT feels freeing and peaceful

like with girls? yeah

yeah definitley haha

Yeah I was talking about it earlier and yes time does heal. It can take a while but eventually you don't even think about it much anymore

Plus she got fat

I would personally recrommend not interacting with her anymore

It drags shit out and makes things tough. some people can make it work, of course. i'm just speaking for myself

mixed martial arts

Last night I had a dream where after battling orc people on a peach, I found a decapitated body. The head was on a stake nearby, long hair and a beard. I put the head on the body and there was a bright light and Jesus Christ was floating above me. He ascended in the air and in the dream I was overcome with a huge wave a happiness that made me cry. It was weird

beach not peach

Chinatown

I can sing you a lullabye

Give me two seconds to write a lullybe and I will sing it to you in voice chat

You said you would tho, just sayin

Try counting the sheep, but instead of sheep, you count the spikes in inner city gang violence in Chiraq

a whopping 5'5''

it is what it is, as i'm sure you've had to accept

Me either, but I did have a pizza faced Shrek chick tell me she would never date a short guy out of nowhere. Really made me sad that she wouldn't ever get with me ;_;

No it was just funny. Her giant blob torso just leaned over and she told me that for no reason. Thanks for the heads up, I guess

It's never really caused problems dating wise, I just go for chicks shorter than me nbd

I suggest proven false rape accusations be given rape-worthy sentences

We need a 1st and 2nd amendment above all else

That's going to cause problems tbh

We could basically use the current constitution and if everyone is white it would be basically paradise

That's the guy with the righteous pipe right?

your ice cream isn't diverse, we need to import BBC (big blueberry crunch) pieces to make it more flavorable

3 strikes and you're out, kek

we shariah law now

I missed that part - but yeah essentially

I want the empire to take over the planet and then make colonizing the solar system the ultimate goal

a free shower here in the woods

I vote shotgun

remington 870

maybe an sks or nugget

it could be a good urban minority deterrent

im watchig that right now haha

"let's see if we can wake up mr. trayvon heh heh heh"