And if I don't get it soon...

u can learn to do the things u do when u take xnx, without ever taking a xnx

I worked for over a year without it

It was humilating

I have assbergers probably

aspergers

I'm socially retarded

lol

Assburgers

might have some form of autism but do u have special abilities? HRS?(hidden retard strength)

some math abilities?

u are rainman?

No

Think I just hit my head too many times

maybe..

but doubt all thots

do u know or jjust think?

I don't know

Maybe I'm just psychotic

I used to hear banging on the walls at night and doors slamming

Other than that I was pretty normal until I started trying to be a thug

why did u start tryin to be someone u aint?

have a traumatic experience that put ur main persona in the background hidden?

hidden from other ppl?

and maybe a new persona came it and attacked the old one as well?

something like that

hmmm

sounds like some me myself and irene type thangs

fight club stuff

Or some Spiderman stuff

u talkin bout venom?

dass a story bout da ego

satan

Does the slient prayer reveal who u truly are as a person ?

Do it and see for yourself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXYEqHgWcSg

he seems like an antifa hipster type xD

maybe

tats are cool

i want my girl to get tatted