Message from @the Steward

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2019-10-31 21:05:53 UTC  

I, too, would not be much of a debater if I went on right now. I try to fit in as much information as I can when I go on.

2019-10-31 21:07:06 UTC  

2000-2006. Army would have been greatly different than when my friends were in the Army. Bush. Hmm. No confidence.

2019-10-31 21:08:40 UTC  

Me, tail end of Carter, full Reagan, then bad Bush #1, then Clinton catastrophe (wiped out conservatives in the military).

2019-10-31 21:09:20 UTC  

They say keep your head low in a fire fight. What a lesson.

2019-10-31 21:09:41 UTC  

I diddent say @Groot.....I can't say....really...heli/hum fixer...lol

2019-10-31 21:10:46 UTC  

Things went bad in the sand.....

2019-10-31 21:11:42 UTC  

as they say sh** happens in war. 2 tours or one in the sand?

2019-10-31 21:13:31 UTC  

Just one...discharged they say PTSD. I say some things you just don't forget.

2019-10-31 21:14:52 UTC  

But that a long time ago....

2019-10-31 21:15:11 UTC  

get it @Lucy Q , ever know or heard of Col Dave Grossman?

2019-10-31 21:15:13 UTC  

I can relate, not exactly PTSD, but anxieties. Not theatre of war, though.

2019-10-31 21:15:47 UTC  

The name is familiar

2019-10-31 21:16:51 UTC  

Ya when it happens its not fun @the Steward

2019-10-31 21:17:37 UTC  

Mostly I have survival guilt....

2019-10-31 21:17:38 UTC  

Cold sweates, memory loss, hyper-vigilance, irritability, best to not be around lots of people.

2019-10-31 21:18:14 UTC  

No survival guilt. Lost two careers though.

2019-10-31 21:18:33 UTC  

PhD in pychology.., look him up on web. Look into his books and if possible attend a seminar and meet him in person.

2019-10-31 21:18:43 UTC  

Loss it loss my friend...

2019-10-31 21:18:51 UTC  

Yep.

2019-10-31 21:19:46 UTC  

Anyways....now I live life with my hair on fire...all borrowed time

2019-10-31 21:19:59 UTC  

Shouldn't be hard to share with other vets around me, but it is.

2019-10-31 21:20:52 UTC  

I don't share much.... Painful

2019-10-31 21:21:14 UTC  

sent u link to his institute ...it's his experience and background you would seek not his biz today..... he's genuine.

2019-10-31 21:21:22 UTC  

It's always "What could I have done, differently?"

2019-10-31 21:21:50 UTC  

I'll look him up @Groot

2019-10-31 21:22:33 UTC  

For me its why them and not me....

2019-10-31 21:23:38 UTC  

Like a tornado..... Just don't make sense

2019-10-31 21:25:25 UTC  

God has another purpose for you @Lucy Q and will reveal that purpose on His schedule.

2019-10-31 21:25:47 UTC  

That's why my Faith is stronger, because of my lack of answers. I have to Trust in some not-always-understood good purpose.

2019-10-31 21:26:12 UTC  

Well...here's to faith!

2019-10-31 21:26:19 UTC  

I seek contentment, not so much happiness. It works better for me.

2019-10-31 21:27:10 UTC  

Lol hopeless romantic....I am a dork

2019-10-31 21:28:24 UTC  

Dorks are temporary, Good people are permanently trying to remain good and to be better.

2019-10-31 21:29:09 UTC  

It took me seven or more years to return to some semblance of normalcy. People would argue with that. lol

2019-10-31 21:30:24 UTC  

Yeah, Grassley needs to replace Graham, it was in an article either in links, or today's news or psb voice.

2019-10-31 21:30:42 UTC  

I just go hunting...brings me peace

2019-10-31 21:31:02 UTC  

is it bad I'm eating ice cream on halloween b4 treats

2019-10-31 21:31:18 UTC  

Wow! What a beautiful word. I long for peace. When I pray, I have peace.

2019-10-31 21:31:50 UTC  

Yeah, it's bad. But you are a grown up.

2019-10-31 21:31:51 UTC  

@Groot Just priming the pump that's all

2019-10-31 21:31:55 UTC  

I do it all the time