And it was a very unhealthy dynamic

I just realized the down sides of keeping quiet about the relationship

What’s that?

So many things

God, I fucking hate fags

Same

Same

I always brag about my partner to whoever will listen

Lmaoo

Back when I had a partner haha

I never talked much about it

;-;

I didn't share much anyways

It took me 8 months to actually say that we were dating

At least announcing it

My exes would either pay too much attention to me or no attention to me at all.

I need attention

Constantly

I’ve never had someone really pay attention to me

My anxiety doesn't like it when there's none

See I have commitment and attachment issues

And I’m like the type who is very affectionate. Like sending wholesome paragraphs n shit

I need attention at certain hours each day but at other times I need to be left alone

But no matter what it hasn’t been enough

Don’t know what I do wrong

I need to be left alone by other people

There's only a couple people who don't drain out my energy

and if my bf/gf isn't paying attention to me I join a server, post a selfie, and let random boys compliment me

Who?

You don't do anything wrong btw

LMAO

Man simps are easy to find

Nobody simps for me

Just send me selfies

I'll compliment tf out of you

I look like a gremlin

You will?

I'll be your hypeman

Yes

Anyone can

And I'll compliment