Message from @Lord Efo

Discord ID: 281495885064437761


2017-02-15 18:41:36 UTC  

Male

2017-02-15 18:41:47 UTC  

Well I say long time, it was like two years

2017-02-15 18:42:12 UTC  

Wow

2017-02-15 18:42:25 UTC  

Did you ever have thougts of suicide

2017-02-15 18:42:28 UTC  

I made sure to talk to as many people as fucking possible before jumping that ledge and it damn well probably saved my life, not to be dramatic

2017-02-15 18:42:32 UTC  

Literally never

2017-02-15 18:42:39 UTC  

Pretty sure it's the hormones that cause that

2017-02-15 18:42:39 UTC  

Hmmm

2017-02-15 18:42:40 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/276935978369810432/281495515420688394/image.jpg

2017-02-15 18:42:41 UTC  

I always saw it as that I can feel like a female, but I respect my body enough to recognize myself as biologically male

2017-02-15 18:42:42 UTC  

I almost fell into the trap of fapping to traps when I was first going through puberty

2017-02-15 18:42:51 UTC  

LMAO

2017-02-15 18:42:55 UTC  

THE HELICOPTER

2017-02-15 18:42:57 UTC  

keeeek

2017-02-15 18:43:15 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/276935978369810432/281495659457019906/1486848874092.jpg

2017-02-15 18:43:17 UTC  

I mean after two years of talking to professionals, psychs, doctors, and people in general

2017-02-15 18:43:31 UTC  

The conclusion I came to was that I just like girl clothes and getting fucked

2017-02-15 18:43:40 UTC  

>"Hey guys, let's take a mental illness, and then fix it by causing irreperable damage to your bone structure, liver, immune system, and give you WAY WORSE mental health conditions?"
I mean id be fine changing my bone structure but im also looking forward to uploading myself so I'm an exception to the norm 🤔

2017-02-15 18:43:40 UTC  

huh

2017-02-15 18:44:03 UTC  

@Void Not change, compromise integrity

2017-02-15 18:44:08 UTC  

What do you mean

2017-02-15 18:44:11 UTC  

Getting fucked

2017-02-15 18:44:11 UTC  

I got some low T though due to an ingroinal hernia eradiating my balls

2017-02-15 18:44:18 UTC  

Oh

2017-02-15 18:44:20 UTC  

Interesting

2017-02-15 18:44:21 UTC  

ag

2017-02-15 18:44:27 UTC  

ah

2017-02-15 18:44:29 UTC  

Spirol and other anti-androgyns absolutely fuck bone density and can cause marrow problems

2017-02-15 18:44:35 UTC  

huh

2017-02-15 18:44:39 UTC  

ok ye

2017-02-15 18:44:58 UTC  

i thought you meant heavily invasive surgery

2017-02-15 18:45:02 UTC  

Oh, no

2017-02-15 18:45:14 UTC  

Just gonna squat as you guys chat

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/276935978369810432/281496158298308608/gop3.jpg

2017-02-15 18:45:15 UTC  

Dude the girlchems will fucking destroy you

2017-02-15 18:45:17 UTC  

_slav squats_

2017-02-15 18:45:22 UTC  

ye

2017-02-15 18:45:26 UTC  

them brittle bones lol

2017-02-15 18:45:49 UTC  

if you fall over you'll shatter like a fucking piece of chalk in 30 years from now

2017-02-15 18:45:55 UTC  

As one doc explained to me, HRT is kind of a last resort for when dysphoria-related suicide becomes a near-certainty

2017-02-15 18:46:09 UTC  

I mean I approached the entire thing as the HUGE FUCKING DEAL that it is