Message from @Lord Efo
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Well I say long time, it was like two years
Wow
Did you ever have thougts of suicide
I made sure to talk to as many people as fucking possible before jumping that ledge and it damn well probably saved my life, not to be dramatic
Literally never
Pretty sure it's the hormones that cause that
Hmmm
I always saw it as that I can feel like a female, but I respect my body enough to recognize myself as biologically male
I almost fell into the trap of fapping to traps when I was first going through puberty
LMAO
THE HELICOPTER
keeeek
I mean after two years of talking to professionals, psychs, doctors, and people in general
The conclusion I came to was that I just like girl clothes and getting fucked
>"Hey guys, let's take a mental illness, and then fix it by causing irreperable damage to your bone structure, liver, immune system, and give you WAY WORSE mental health conditions?"
I mean id be fine changing my bone structure but im also looking forward to uploading myself so I'm an exception to the norm 🤔
huh
Getting fucked
I got some low T though due to an ingroinal hernia eradiating my balls
Oh
Interesting
ag
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Spirol and other anti-androgyns absolutely fuck bone density and can cause marrow problems
huh
ok ye
i thought you meant heavily invasive surgery
Oh, no
Just gonna squat as you guys chat
Dude the girlchems will fucking destroy you
_slav squats_
ye
them brittle bones lol
if you fall over you'll shatter like a fucking piece of chalk in 30 years from now
As one doc explained to me, HRT is kind of a last resort for when dysphoria-related suicide becomes a near-certainty
I mean I approached the entire thing as the HUGE FUCKING DEAL that it is