?

And when anger come to you..you see it.

Not control it

That's the difference?

When thots come you see *them* and not control them. The anger just doesn't show up as long as you keep the thots in check

You gotta forgive to wipe it clean, then be aware to keep it clean

Or when your phone doesn't do what your fingers tells it to do, and you feel like shouting at it, you just see it as a phone that needs more patience and let your fingers slow down instead of telling it three times more and using scare-tacktics?

What's this 'clean'

In essence. When you see someone doing wrong, you realize they can't help it.
Clean=Without anger

I mean, the words 'wrong,' and 'clean' and 'see' just make me tired

Why are you thinking so hard about it?

Those are thots

Hhahahahahaa

Because I'm at school and people are around me and my phone is crazy

You see?

I'm an angry bird

Perfect analogy.
You're at school, loads of people, phone crazy.
That is like when your head is full of thots. Everything is hectic.
You're at home, no one bothering you, phone acting normal.
That's like being aware. Everything is at peace.

But your transportation back home, to peace is like forgiveness. You can't get to your home, where its peaceful, without transportation.

❤️❤️

Does that make a bit more sense?

Wauwww

I love it! That's AMAZING!

Now we can break down your first questions.
When you're at school and all bothered, things aren't as they should be. The peace is 'right'.
When you're at school and your phone is acting up and you realize that it's just the phone acting up, and nobody in particular's fault, you don't scream at the phone. You just realize the phone is acting up and move on. That is 'without judgement'

I feel so relaxed now. 🌈🌈🏄🏄🌜🌜🥰🥰 I was very distracted. I was very obsessed. I'm 45% observating.

Have you checked out Jesse's silent prayer?

The phone just did it again, when I tried to take an excellent screenshot of this (split screen) and you just keep typing something new, so that I couldn't read the last sentence. And in that moment my patience was just leaving and leaving until finally you stopped typing and then I wasn't 100% sure about what I wanted to respond but I did it anyway and then I just felt confused but read back and then everything was neutral again but you went on and to be honest, I didn't feel like able to follow you up and this what I wrote beginning this comment was the exact reason, stupid huh 😒🙄 @Adderall Admiral52

@Adderall Admiral52 and no, no screaming at the phone. But what do you do when people see you stressing out over something wrong? Just choose between caring about feelings an not caring about feelings?

I don't stress over them doing wrong because I didn't make them do wrong. Everyone makes their own decisions, and if their decisions make them do wrong it's on them.

Have you checked out Jesse's Silent Prayer?

And now your name is just changing so I can't send you the message even though I wrote out all my thoughts and had a class to attend to, so I had to leave the room while having not finished business

Have you thought about uninstalling and reinstalling the app?

What do you mean, like my brain?! That sounds like suicide. Or the app on the phone, it's just that I have almost always two or three things on my mind on the same time and this causes me to do half in a lot of cases, you see?

and yes, I have checked it out, and I loved it. Should do it everyday. Thanks 🤔❤️ good idea.

I meant app, not brain. You said my name kept changing, figured it meant my name on the screen was changing.

You know how you got all the stuff on your mind, and everything moves fast? The silent prayer slows everything down so you can be aware of what's happening

If victims can't stand the heat then stay the fuck out the kitchen

No cap "Heart of Glass" era Debbie Harry is freaking beautiful

I pleasure you with my mouth for some xanax

No homo

Nah nigga that's gay

Nah