i don't want to be shitfaced a work

A few. Este güey

Y'know what, though? At least you have a job now. As long as the situation is improving, you're waking up, you're on the right track

avoiding anxiety through beer is not healthy xD

and i'm going to pass a ua tomorrow

but yeah i know it's not, my excuse is that it's free, and my boss approves

u knew the answer to your question before you asked it seems

what do you want approval of from here? to drink more? 😮

^

I agree 100% it's not a healthy way to deal with it. My thought process is that he's working towards salvation. Gotta give him props for that at least. Point still stands, if youre using alcohol to cope with something you need to change that behavior.

the final outcome doesnt change if the foundation of choices hasn't

No, but the foundation can be changed in increments

the foundation is whiped clean once reborn and built a new of god

He is building a foundation now. I'm not excusing his use of alcohol to cope with anxiety. What I'm saying is that he is at least working on building himself, and there is something to be said for that.

indeed props for joining the team. but drinking will only lead back to the other side

Exactly

"a few" that is

Exact

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u have no idea the complete 180 i have been on ever the last couple of months though, and honestly now that you bring it up i'm just going to keep seeking gods kingdom first and forget the devil trying to tell me i'm doing something wrong. it's in god's hands now. i have literally changed so much already i don't even time to be talking about this anymore

i'll just work on this silent prayer thing

things are going to good for me right now

Shit dude, you've changed a lot just since we first spoke. Specifically in your outlook on things. You came in all sad and depressed, and now you have a positive attitude.

well u know more then these other guys.

i got the most positive attitude at the job site!

I'm speaking strictly on your first message in this chat. You had said how you lie in bed all day planning a suicide. Now look at you. It was foolish thinking and you can see it now. I told you, it was just the way the devil was trying to get at you.

suicide is for girls!!!

n/o mit poop

Suicide is misguided. I pity those that think it must come to that. I've had several friends commit suicide, one being a really close friend of mine, and it makes me shake my head. It can always get better.

That's why I want to get into counseling in my spare time.

my boss told me he blew all back teeth out with a gun a long time ago

hard core

You ever heard of the guy that tried to commit suicide with a shotgun? The doofus used bird shot and an open choke, didn't put it far enough in his mouth, and blew his face off. No death, just blew his face off.

if you do get into counseling just promise not to be a beta like every therapist i have ever seen

and don't get a sex change either

AND DON'T WEAR CROCS

Do I seem like a BAYDUH to you? Lmao. I won't. I'm still trying to figure out how to tell someone their line of thinking is foolish without making them feel worse lol. Most of the suicidal subjects I deal with I tell "you haven't done it yet, something is holding you back" and go from there. I find it to be effective.

what about the crocs?

I wear boots.

Black pointed toe, saddle heel Ariats. I might make the change to brown pointed toe, saddle heel boots (like my dress boots).

i used to think like that