and sent him an e-mail too

ahh when did you send the email?

yesterday

16hrs ago

maybe he'll respond by the end of the week

to want anything outside of the body is to be fallen

everything we need is within apparently xD

Do you believe that?

i believe that wants and pheels is fallen.. erges and such

Wanting to create a family is fallen?

wanting yes

but doing it because its the right thing is not

Well that's what the plan is

but its also a want tho

yep planning..

Like lets put it this way. I know that God give me a wife, I'm sure I'll know when it is, I'm not gonna plan it. But while I'm waiting I do want a family

will give me*

waiting still implies something

xD

That's scary

I think I see your point

it'll happen dont worry bout it too much youll end up in a fallen state

You're thinking way too deep into it. Maybe it's because I'm white and I'm slow, but when something confuses me, I just stop thinking about it until the path/message is clear

Think with your heart, not your mind

Maybe I am but I can't deny my inner conflicts about some things so I need to straigthen them up, I can't believe something that doesnt make sense to me

usually if its confusion your looking in the wrong direction. the truth is simple...

Don't think about it with the ol' cerebro, think about it with the corazon, ya dig?

xD

Where you from in Europe?

currently in netherlands

born in romania

There's another Romanian running around here somewhere

oh thats good I thought i'd be the only one watching jesse

Thanks for the advices guys anyways, it helped me relax

what i get confused by is in genesis adam and eve eat the apple then god is like "now i gotta kill a sheep to cover your genitals"...

lol

god in genesis sounds like a waman

Sheep have a recurring role in the bible

Sometimes they cover genitals

Sometimes they follow Jesus

xD