seems i've resulted in a bit of nihilism or some shit.

The prof knows she is teaching a bull shit class I’ll bet

oh i understand that.

my point being is that i could've done other shit i would have enjoyed as opposed to trying to do well on the assignment.

The fact that you take yourself and your end work serious shows me you will excel in life

Along the way you will encounter the Little Napoleons that will exercise the tiny bit of power they have over you

Deal with them, move on, fuck them

the criticism doesn't even help me.

dude, if i could redo the assignment i'd redo it satirically.

probably what i should've done.

Haha, like a sly little “ go frig yourself “ to the prof

Like saying “ you and your class are jokes, so here is satire, F U “

the professor is cool, but it would be more like a fuck you to the assignment. the criticism makes me feel like this professor just let me down.

Interesting
Sometimes we put someone on a pedestal ... only to find out they are as messed up as the rest of us

The prof is human , she gave you a grade you know was less than your work rated.
In the grand scheme of things I’ll sum it up with two words “ that sucks “

Other than that, go forth and conquer young man !

maybe this will pass a lot sooner than i thought. you know why i skipped the next class? this professor is one of those people that pick up on the slightest details that are off about a person.

That little nit picking bitch

lol

Justifying her job

Trying to find something

Bitch

she gives off a lot of positive emotional vibes. i normally don't feel shit but in her case, i think they're genuine.

for me, those vibes would just conflict with the emotional congestion.

i didn't want to grab her attention

Well remember I don’t know her so don’t take my calling her a bitch too seriously 😃

haha, i have this suspicion she a tradcon.

Yeah, your at an age that you are going through so much emotionally
And you can’t express 90% of it without getting expelled these days , haha

i internalize my shit, but she can see right through it.

the lady got a 6th sense

Like the time she gave you a low grade on an assignment and you leaned over , put your hand on her ass and squeezed and said “ well maybe I can do some ... extra credit, ma’am ...”

I told you that was a bad idea @haku. !!

bruh this lady got some off shit about her tbh.

she married in late 30s

Oh damn, the desperate Hail Mary

she looks like she's aged better than the avg female

but like, she didn't actually settle

This is the last exit off the freeway to “three catsville!”

i see some christian faith in her too.

i mean, late 30s, christian faith, this sounds sketchy to me. almost like those stories where the CC riders turning into church girls.

don't have enough info tho.

Hmm, she had wild times, then married and settled down a little

it's a possibility

but keep in mind, she has a Ph.D. sounds like she may have focused so hard on academia as opposed to the CC riders.

[ movie narrator voice ]
Then she met @haku.
The quiet student, and what started out as discussion over coffee ... ended up in a bathtub filled with Jello

Her wild past returned