I told everyone there on an individual basis that they’re awesome and some good platitudes. Lmao most of them want to party with me again idk if it genuine or they want to see me make a fool of myself.

I dont blame them tho

There's a latin saying, 'In vino veritas'

"In wine lies the truth."

haha

truth in wine

Most people really do enjoy seeing someone's real side. In reality we all wear masks on a daily basis.

Yea but I didnt even know some of them lol

I guess they enjoyed it, cuz they seeked out my name n number

Thats true, I live a “phony” existence day to day

Self imposed but still

Yeah dude. People think you're being much more sincere when you're drunk and complementing them.

Because you're drunk. Every self-imposed restraint is assumed to go out the window.

I can't take the mask off even when I'm drunk... I have a lot of mental/emotional scars. My father was a violent and angry drunk as well... so I can't lose control of myself.

Can't end up like my bio-father is all. I don't have pity for myself.

Damn, I wish had the seal of secrecy like you

I felt almost vulnerable

It's nothing glamorous, it makes you more lonely is all

I dont like drinking

I don't either. Precisely because I'm afraid of losing control of myself.

Not having anyone to talk about your true feeling and though is part of being MGTOW Red Pilled. It can be bitter at times

Yup I dont ever want to be ass out

Due to being drunk

Ahh Idk @Manhood Shitty Shit I found talking about that stuff here is fine

I had a friend that listened but would run his blue pill fantasies back to me a week later

That's usually the case when you were deeply blue pilled and were burned in the process of getting red pilled @Manhood Shitty Shit

Yeah. I recommend meditation if you need to let go of some issues.

You can talk online with others MGTOW, but what about irl? I don't know a single person who is Red pilled irl

You wont

I havent

I’ve been aware for about 7 years

@Xychotic Well, I felt lost for a while, but I am mainly over it now

In real life, we must all ghost in plain sight. We are all clandestine agents.

GOD DAMN that reminds me of my former self. I used to be so pathetic. I felt so incredibly lonely that I would have licked pussy juices off of the fucking floor. I got red-pilled really early on in life, so I never actually got burned with a divorce or anything like that.

@YuriBezmenov I have been aware for 4 years and it is the same for me

@ResolvingParadox13 jeez, you must be young

22

Woah same age

Haha. It's our generation man. We're stuck with this shitty society that wants nothing more than to chew us up and spit us out.

Yup, it feels like walking in quicksand sometimes.

Yeah. There's really nothing you can do about it. I feel trapped in a 9-5 job and I fucking HATE it.