I'm tired as fuck, if you couldn't tell

Cybersecurity kills two birds with one stone for me, so I don't really lose.

@[chase dreams] fulfillment is alot like happiness imo

It comes and goes

I'm aware

I haven't felt fulfillment in a while. as edgy as that sounds

That's why you strive for accomplishment and not fulfillment. You can feel fulfilled after eating a whole pizza, but what did you accomplish? On the other hand, you can feel accomplished after having finally mastered your skill at playing guitar. One is fleeting, like you said, and the other is practical and ever lasting

Yes

Goddamn, I sound like some depressed 14 year old goth chick

However realize that the process is something you have to love too

Not just the final result

No Panic! at the Disco, so you're not quite there yet. <:lolz:480186121897377792>

Yeah lol do you have a passion project your working on?

Yes

And any process worthwhile has shitty moments about it

I'm not a 14 year old depressed goth chick
I'm an 18 year old depressed highschool boy who's tired as fuck.

lol

Are u avoiding something youd like to start doing

That's why I love MMO's @Revel . The amount of work and number of gold and dungeons you had to turn upside down to get what you need via grinding feels amazing after you finally get what you want. Meanwhile, we have games like APEX Legends and Fortnite where you don't even win anything AND you can get to "max level" by whipping out your shekel card.

@Revel No. Highschool is preventing me from doing anything I want to do.

And what do you want to do lol

Make YT videos

I'm good at editing, just not time management

Noiceee

Trust me, it's worse than it sounds

Hell my passion project is writing and calligraphy. I'm working on a book as it stands, and I write just about every day.

Being creative is definintely something that would make u fufilled

If thats in the form of yt videos, stop bullshitting and start em up brah

😂 Dude neon same im working on it right now it will be out by August

Nice, narrative? Informative? Reflective?

I've got school, you kike

Fictional bru

In 3 days I'll have as much time to do them as I please

Ah, another narrative writer.

Nice.

Mine's a narrative as well.

Swigity swag yo

Semi Mgtow related writing.

none of my shit is mgtow

or will ever be

I got the synopsis in my server. I'd post it, but it's long as fuck and would probably clutter up the chat.