eh. every now and then you find cool people

depends on who you hang with

amidst the hay stack of NPCs sure you meet some cool people

You're right

sorry I'm being too cynical

yea most are jaded but still good people

but its gets hard sometimes

What about you, how do you keep going

What is the goal that youre gunning for

me?

yeah

it's just to enjoy what i can when i can

Yeah thats not a bad way of going about it

nothing fancy, but i try to choose not to give people the power not to drag me down

I am able to do that but I slip up a lot

Its hard for me

even if it all goes to shit, then maybe i'll get a chance to go down with a middle finger up and i can't ask more then that

I'm much the same when it comes down to it

it's better then living a life in a cubical day to day

I live for the preservation of my beliefs even though they're trampled on

yea, thats a close 2nd for me

but i would be happy up in the middle of nowhere if i could build something for myself

I just want to keep them alive in my head. They only die if you forget them

true

Its depressing but it doesn't make it any less satisfactory

Just as you want to carve your own area out for yourself

always remember, depression always passes... and when its over, your happy af! cause of being so low... everything seems awesome.

Once you accept reality, you can still be at peace

And yeah HotNoob I agree to a point

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUuusqy50yk&list=PL-7EoTwDxoUHp89YCGNoDuCbns2MChadp&index=3

You can choose to live your life by your standards. That in itself is noble

eh after being a big dude working a job that killed my back and pushing myself because i was told i needed to rather then i wanted to i can say that i would be happier dying as a marine getting shelled then living a longer life of meaningless existents to die at 50 from a heart attack from a bigmac on my way to a cubical

that to me is hell

I couldn't agree more

Living for your beliefs is the most noble a man can do

Not wasting away

having done nothing with your life only to find out that its halfway over

too many man waste away without a cause

and too many men give up their dreams for a kid they never wanted or a girl who never loved them

Yeah becoming a former shell of yourself to merely survive is one of the true failures of life.

I agree