But my shield is weak

@walkingTitan dont take life so seriously, people are imperfect and life will hand you a shit hand more than once

Trying to find an advice how to improve my shield

Trap?

@Phosis T'Kar This month in CA we have to now go through background checks to buy ammo

@walkingTitan I mean, it's a difficult question. life isn't like a video game where you can just grind stats. and thats kinda an abstract question. I found just remembering that everyone else is just another flawed human helped me put things in perspective

and if you give ammo to a friend in this state, its a felony

@KenneticEnergy fuck California, that's all I have to say about that

so glad Iive in a free state now

@Phosis T'Kar ok so im only a human, so I shouldn't rely on mercy of others

Hopefully im moving to Texas for school in January, we'll see if they accept me lol. I want out so bad

Got it, everyone is capable of being a dick

Ill probably get shit for being from CA, but eh, its whatevs

Thats how my shield stat improves

@walkingTitan absolutely not, take care of yourself first, but try not to be too dissapointed when others let you down. they're only human.

@walkingTitan Yes, that right

It fricking protects me from my stupidity

@KenneticEnergy have you considered the midwest, lots of jobs in the medical field right now

@walkingTitan Im still curious... my man, what is it? like whats got you down

you can say its a woman, lol its okay

we don't judge, we've all been there for the most part

@Phosis T'Kar oh yeah. if not texas I might be heading to Indiana

@walkingTitan We wont judge

@KenneticEnergy I like humans, so I naturally want to believe that they are decent and will br good to me. But that illusion is hurting me now. I shouldn't let my guard down anf think before I say something

@KenneticEnergy somewhat unrelated but I was looking to go to Indiana to learn to fly paramotors

@walkingTitan okay thats kind of generic though... youre sure its no one in particular who's hurting you? Because yeah, there are some good people but a lot of people are dicks too

My problem is I dont think before I talk

Is it a friend issue youre dealing with? @walkingTitan

@Phosis T'Kar Damn ive heard those are really neat

@KenneticEnergy nah its more like when another person wants to manipulate me. That person would be sweet to me and then backstab once I give out enough information

@KenneticEnergy Im just a talkative cunt

@walkingTitan Are we talking family member? Or... ?

@KenneticEnergy anyone

@walkingTitan dude, you're being a bit cryptic about what issue's you're facing. we're all anonimous here, so you can just tell us about what the issue is

I did tell you

People talk to me. I give out information they can use against me

@walkingTitan You're being a little vague though, which makes it kinda tough to help

I don't thinkg before I talk

Thats how they get me

Im like a sabotage guy

Who is his own worst enemy